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Ello-uston, We Have a Problem...
Ooof. 😞
Update, about 2, 3 hours later: Apparently this time (once again) it was only a temporary outage again. But the way the Talenthouse situation is still going, as has been the case, we’ll never qute know...
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Screenshot taken on my phone just a few moments ago (7th June 2023, around 07:19pm local Jakarta time).
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Long day.
Frickin’ Tired.
Went well though.
Grateful.
[/back to sleep again] [/hopefully]
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Woke up this morning at a little before 4am with vertigo. I have no idea what's up with that. Second time this year.
Did the Epley Maneuver and got my dizzyness pretty much stabilized. Went back to sleep. Woke up a few minutes ago at around nine in the morning.
I had woken up with a cold sweat, at four a.m.,. The world spinning & i almost vomited (but didn't). Was in a cold sweat for a few minutes even after doing Epley. And then my head & body calmed down enough for me to get back to sleep.
Jakarta, Indonesia. Current local time 4:26am.
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Just woke up, got out of bed, around five or ten minutes ago. Went to sleep at around... eleven-ish last night? Currently on my laptop.
Haven’t been sleeping that well lately. Something feels off about my neck. It would sometimes, but not always, kinda hurt when i look to the left. It hurt about five minutes ago when I tried, but not so when I tried again just moments ago.
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Had a thought crossing my mind this morning when I woke up. It also came to mind around Sunday afternoon but I forgot about it for some reason until just this morning. The thought goes something like:
“Stop trying to solve all the problems in the World all at the same time. Your energy replenishes yes, but even your recovery rate is finite.”
“Everybody each has their major concern, but you cannot be majorly concerned for each and every single one of your friends’ & fellow human’s concerns. You burn yourself out so quickly from being intensely concerned about every. single. big. thing that you have to be concerned about all around the World. So don’t. Just don’t.“
“Also please stop demanding that every single person around you also help you with your own major concern. As much as you may want it, as much as they may even be hurting to help you, you have your own problems and they have their own problems, too.”
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Oh also: Tumblr’s “More Like This” kind of works similarly to Ello’s “Related Posts” thing, doesn't it?
At least I think it does this time, at this early morning 4am:
From 2015: “Desiderata” by Max Ehrmann, illustrated by ZenPencils [+]
Also from 2015: "The problem with speaking up for each other, is that everyone is left without a voice." [+]
Regulator, oh regulator... 😅 /sigh/
This one will last a long time, I'm sure! Awet, awet, awet! *Amin...* /cross fingers; throw salt; knock on wood/
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Banjir Jakarta Januari 2026
Ya gitu deh, hehe...
Update: sorenya udah mulai surut lagi sih (atas upaya heroik segenap unsur RT-RW dan instansi pemerintah setempat, dengan pompa dan seterusnya), dan sekitar pk00.00 aspal jalanan mulai terlihat kembali.
It's starting to feel right now like I'm part-time-freelance employed. Which is better than feeling like being completely unemployed. I'm grateful.
To be clear I'm not yet making my own living though. I'm still depending on support from my siblings and mom. Still need to improve to get to a place where I'm socioeconomically supporting myself. So, not done yet.
New Year New You? 😅 Ehh, whatever the case each new day brings us a new sun.
Happy New Year to all celebrating, happy new beginnings and fresh restarts to all going through them.
And Good Tidings to all. 🙏
