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Send me “I miss you” to know what my muse will say after 1 year, 5 years, then to 10 years after your muse’s death.

one year ;;

"I— I still can’t believe you’re gone. It feels like it was just yesterday that you were sitting beside me, going on about how I needed to stop reading so much, that I was going to get smarter than you. I wish… I wish I could have stopped this. I should have been there with you that day… I should have been the one to go — not you. I won’t forgive myself for this. I miss you, Mu."

five years ;; 

"It’s been five years… Has time really gone by that fast? It’s gotten easier, dealing with your death. I still can’t forgive myself for not being with you… because I should have. I promised I would go, but I bailed last second and look where it got us? If only… if only I had told you I would come, you would have had to wait for me to get ready. The entire situation could have been avoided…. I know you wouldn’t want me to still be upset after all this time, so I’ll try my best to move on. But I won’t forget you. I’ll miss you forever. You were my best friend and you always will be."

ten years ;;

i’m really reflecting on this video. and i don’t even like understand it like; there’s a baby?! and a car and!??! i really shouldn’t make videos late at night and i apologise bc this could be so much better