#fustration

MICROSOFT STOP TRYING TO BUY EVERY COMPANY AND JUST MAKE YOUR OWN GAMES!!!   I'd sooner die than let Microsoft get it's hands on the gaming industry and hoarding all the ones  people like and capitalism and laziness is ruining the gaming front.

You know, I had a whole post planned out for this title.

But it's just better to speak from the heart.

The anger you get, the pain, the hatred you feel when you're pulled from a daydream.

It's ok.

I know the reason I get mad. Because my dreams are better than reality. And how fucking dare somebody who is perfectly satisfied living in the real world pull me out of a daydream for their own convenience?

Taking up the washing doesn't matter to me mum. What do I owe you? You don't even believe that I fucking have MaDD.

Not sleeping doesn't matter to me dad. Why would I waste time that I could spend daydreaming? You wouldn't understand, even though you do understand me. I'll give you that.

Participating in live is hard.

I understand.

But it is ok.

Trust me.

You are going to get angry. You are going to want to snap at whoever it is that "wakes you up".

The thing they want from you may seem trivial, like your friends wanting your opinion for a stupid debate about whether your friend Louis' meme is the best or worst.

Or your brother wanting you to help him message this girl who he doesn't even really like, he's just trying to make you jealous that he's sporty and popular and you're just a geek.

Or your best friend, who is crying over her crush that broke her heart again.

Yeah, sometimes those things you get pulled out for are important.

Sometimes, having MaDD is actually a good thing.

Becase other people don't have an escape.

Me @ my calc test

Rosemary Essential Oil - To calm the fuck down with its planetary alignment with the sun and element of fire. You're not fucking around today.

Pine Essential Oil - Some say its element is fire, some say air. But who fucking cares use this to alieviate your mind.