#fuck.}

i am always thinking about the way shane turns his face against the mattress after ilya fucks him for the first time, almost like these involuntary little flinches, and how he's still feeling the aftershocks of his orgasm. ilya just made him cum hands free and now he's got these little lightning flashes making him twitch, and ilya's petting his hair and kissing his back and he's still coming down. he's not coming anymore but he still feels so good. overwhelming bliss. sensitive little shocks. manifesting in his sweet scrunchy blinks, his little twitches, turning his face against the bed. waiting for it to fade. and i'm sure ilya feels it in him too, still inside him.

one of the victims was a holocaust survivor. alex kleytman survived the holocaust to be gunned down on a beach in australia. he saw the ebb and then rise of antisemitism and now it's killed him.