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my controversial hollanov take is that the two of them retire at exactly the same time. none of that ilya retires first to take care of the kids bs no sir. they retire at the same time. because both of them are just not interested in playing without the other to push them and the thought of doing long distance for even a week makes them start shaking crying screaming staring into the distance.
thinking about ilya lusting over shane’s ass. not (just) fucking him but the firm roundness of his cute buttocks. ilya wants to bite and grip so bad. the stretch marks on the sides of his glutes make ilya feel crazy, he feels like a dragon breathing fire looking at them. it’s so soft and firm at the same time. he wants to cup the underside and watch it jiggle. the dimples at the back of shane’s spine, he wants to dip is tongue in there. don’t let him even start on how pretty his hole is-
shane fucking loves that ilya just be holding his big balls while hes on the couch watching tv. like he never tells him to Not do that even though he's heard jackie complain abt it in regards to hayden a few times. he knows he should probably find it gross but he thinks it's actually one of the hottest things ilya does without realizing
Shane asking Ilya if he can maybe hold Ilya's balls one time because he literally likes those guys! or, more realistically, he just shoves his own hand down there one day while they're lounging on the couch, sliding it right under Ilya's hand. and well, now it's kinda like they're holding hands. so Ilya just smiles big and wide like a lovesick fool while Shane cups his balls so softly with his big warm hands and a satisfied look on his face. he's such a good ball holder :)
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first post for context / see the tag 'open relationship au' for more snippets or the masterlist so kindly put together by @tafkarfanfic. this wasn't meant to be the next snippet but a couple of people requested something from brian's pov and i felt inspired! it also fit better here than later, because as of the next snippet we will officially be in the end game!
2008
A year to the day since they first met, Shane finally lets Brian fuck him.
It's a while to wait. Brian doesn't think he would have bothered with anyone else, but Shane is special. He's so beautiful, by far the hottest guy Brian's been with, especially now that he's starting to lose that teenage awkwardness. He looks at Brian like he's someone to admire. Everything they do together is new to him and Shane is both a quick study and eager to please.
Not eager enough to let Brian fuck him without the prolonged chase, obviously, but Brian gets it. It's a little scary, the first time.
It's also not like Brian has had to go without. He's picked up other guys when the scratch got too difficult not to itch. He feels a little bad about it, because he's pretty sure Shane thinks they're exclusive, but it's not like those other guys meant anything.
And obviously, now that they're actually having sex, Brian won't have to go looking elsewhere.
Not that the first time is all that great but, you know. It's the first time. It's gonna get better. And it's already intoxicating, the way Shane gets afterwards, loose and pliant in his arms and looking at Brian with so much adoration in his eyes. No one has ever looked at Brian that way before, like he's someone who's easy to love.
"Was that... okay?" Shane asks quietly.
"It was so fucking good," Brian assures him.
Not strictly speaking true, of course, but the praise makes Shane light up. It's dizzying, how easily Brian can affect him like this. It would probably be just as easy to hurt him. Brian would never do it but the thought alone makes him feel powerful.
2010
Shane moves to Montreal three months ahead of Brian.
They've never been the kind of couple who see each other every day but this is still the longest they've been apart. It's both easier and more difficult than Brian was expecting.
On the days they don't manage to call each other, he doesn't miss Shane at all. He hardly even thinks about him. It's enough to have him considering that maybe it's time to call it. It's something that's been at the back of his mind ever since he realized what a big deal Shane Hollander was, and how much bigger he will continue to get.
Those days often end with Brian going out and picking someone up. It's fine, he tells himself. The relationship is basically over, and it's been too fucking long since someone touched him.
But then they call or, better yet, video chat, and it crashes over Brian like a tidal wave how much he misses Shane. His beautiful, sexy as hell boyfriend who makes Brian feel more desirable with a simple look than any stranger could, no matter how loudly they moan on his cock. His boyfriend, who loves him. Who's only ever loved him.
And then the guilt hits, all the worse for how happy Shane looks to see him.
It makes Brian feel like a piece of shit. He should tell Shane, but the thought of it only makes him feel worse. Picturing the hurt on his face, the love leaving his eyes and never returning, because Brian would become a different person to him. Someone who would be capable of betraying his trust in such a fundamental way.
Brian doesn't feel like that person. It's like he becomes someone else when he hooks up with those guys, like who he is on the days Shane calls and on the days he doesn't are two different men. One not beholden to the promises made by the other.
He decides not to tell Shane. He'll be Montreal soon, anyway, and then this will stop being a problem.
It's just the distance, fucking with his head.
2013
Sometimes Brian thinks that if he were a kinder man, he would have broken up with Shane ages ago.
Or maybe he wouldn't keep fucking around behind his back instead, but Brian honestly isn't too sure about that. It feels more like a compulsion than any kind of decision, and it's made so impossibly easy with how much time Shane spends on the road.
So since he can't help it, it probably would be a kindness to let Shane go instead.
Then Brian will sit with this idea, really consider it, and want to smack himself. Break up with his gorgeous, wealthy, loving boyfriend? Over something Shane doesn't even know about?
Because that's the bottom line, isn't it? Brian hasn't hurt Shane because Shane doesn't know. Shane will never know, because he is by his own design completely out of touch with the queer community in Montreal.
Knowing this doesn't completely erase Brian's guilt, but it makes him feel better.
It wouldn't be this bad, this compulsion, if Brian didn't have to love Shane in secret. If they could be together openly, there wouldn't be this massive black hole at the center of the relationship that has Brian constantly craving more.
It's probably a good thing that Brian isn't kinder.
i think i've posted this before, but ilya truly does deserve an award for his patience after getting woken up at fuck o'clock at the cottage for a five year plan strategy session when he was in the middle of a rem cycle.
like the way he asked "what is nur-ate-iv?" makes me think man TRULY was not catching all of the words getting tossed at him so fast the second his eyes were even a LITTLE open. like he wasn't asking "what story did you come up with?" he's asking "what word are you even saying to me right now?" man got like 0.2 seconds to be like "oh i'm awake now?" before he was getting PELTED with english because shane had a forty step plan that couldn't wait like. three more hours.
i would have hit him with a pillow and said let's circle back, so kudos to ilya.
this also does mean that shane rarely wakes up in a bed with the same number of people it had when he fell asleep
either ilya is completely mia because he went to lay down with whatever kiddo came to get him and then fell asleep in their bed without meaning to, or shane wakes up to little feet pushing into his kidney or a little fist tucked under his arm or a kiddo sprawled sideways over him AND ilya in a way that canNOT be comfortable
shane always handles getting everyone put together and fed breakfast, but the first step of every morning routine is just a headcount to find out where everyone ended up overnight
awww, also feeling very Soft about the idea of shane taking over when he clocks in for his shift
wakes up at 6 am alone and goes to investigate where his husband ended up and finds ilya curled up on a twin bed he's taking up almost all of the real estate on, their wide-awake child reading their little picture book while using him as a backrest, and shane picks kiddo up, sends them off to the kitchen to wait for breakfast and then *gentle smooch smooch until ilya stirs without fully waking up* hey. i'm sure twisting up like a shrimp is super comfortable and good for your back, but we have a king size bed, too, in case you forgot. just a reminder that you have some options here.
and then nudges ilya back to their room while he goes to get the rest of the house ready for the day while ilya curls up in still shane-warm sheets to sleep for a while more.
completely obsessed with shane being like “this is so fucking nastyyyyyyyy 😍” meanwhile ilya is one declaration of love from commissioning a statue in his honor. and the same thing is happening in reverse when they do bdsm mind you
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shane on his knees still fully clothed and hard with cum all over his face and tongue.... blushing and teary-eyed... with ilya's phone camera pointing down at him...
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The reason Shane and Ilya play so fucking brilliantly together once they’re both on the Ottawa line is not because they’re in love - being in love with your husband doesn’t necessarily tell you what he’s going to do next on the ice - but because they’ve each spent close to the 10,000-hours-it-takes-to-be-an-expert watching tape of the other playing hockey. presumably as a sex thing. life is so beautiful.
Most players don't really like All Stars all that much, like, it's an honour being chosen but the novelty wears off after a couple of years and most guys would prefer to have the time off.
The Hollander-Rozanovs, however, fucking live for All Star weekend. It's the only chance they get to play against each other in a competitive setting after they join the same team (scrimmages during practice don't count, especially since neither one of them wants to receive yet another lecture from coach on not treating them like the Stanley Cup finals at risk of injury and lowered team morale).
Luckily, the fans and the league are almost as excited to relive the days of the rivalry so they're hardly ever on the same team for All Stars and trust that Shane and Ilya have like 10-15 different bets riding on that weekend. They're betting on the skills competition, on number of goals, number of points, faceoff percentage, corsi for percentage. They're building it up for weeks. They have arguments from months back that will finally be settled by the results of this game.
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