so I think sometimes, at the end of the day when they're both in bed and shane is sleepy and ilya isn't so much because he's more of a night owl than shane, ilya will bring shane close and kiss along his neck and move his hands over his body until shane is warmed up and hard against ilya's hip. then ilya will slick his fingers up so he can finger shane, nice and slow the way he knows will have shane arching and trembling in his arms. ilya will be kissing him but not as much as usual, moreso pulled back so he can gaze at shane's face as he works him up.
and when shane inevitably starts pushing his hips into ilya's hand, whispering "fuck me, please. please please fuck me. ilya" ilya will shake his head and hold shane tighter and say "I want to watch you" and shane will shiver all over and close his eyes, overwhelmed. he'll let ilya have it. let him just see. the flush that draws to the surface of his skin. the furrow of his brow that makes it look like there's nothing more serious in the world than his pleasure—which ilya believes, wholeheartedly. the wet, warm cave of his mouth as he pants and moans. occasionally, when ilya can bring himself to look down and away from shane's face: the appearance and disappearance of ilya's shiny fingers from and into shane's body, between his strong parted thighs, below his swollen beating cock.
but always always ilya will look up when shane is coming. shane's face in the moments he knows nothing but pleasure is the most beautiful sight in the world to ilya.
and when shane starts coming back down ilya will draw him as close as he can possibly get and hug him and kiss his face and say "thank you, moy lyubimyy, that was beautiful, you were so good" and shane will smile, warm, with his eyes closed, and snuggle into ilya's chest. when he reaches a hand down to touch ilya's cock ilya will grab his wrist and shake his head, "no, malysh, it's okay. I'm okay" because that isn't what this is about for ilya, and shane can return the favour tomorrow if he wants, but right now ilya is shushing him to sleep and ilya feels so full and happy from getting to have shane like this he could lift a mountain
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I like the trophy scene guys and I get the purpose of it and want to see it adapted but Halloween butt plug has like… real plot relevance. Shane spiting Hayden’s comments about him being a prude by coming to Ilya’s house plugged to get fucked among the halloween decor while Ilya is in a gladiator costume depressed off his shits and trying not to cry and borrow grief from tomorrow while shane is currently sucking his dick is like. Part of the hero’s journey.
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Heated Rivalry has me enthralled by kinks I wouldn't have touched with a ten-foot pole prior to meeting my good friends Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. They have truly altered my brain chemistry.
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my controversial hollanov take is that the two of them retire at exactly the same time. none of that ilya retires first to take care of the kids bs no sir. they retire at the same time. because both of them are just not interested in playing without the other to push them and the thought of doing long distance for even a week makes them start shaking crying screaming staring into the distance.
thinking about ilya lusting over shane’s ass. not (just) fucking him but the firm roundness of his cute buttocks. ilya wants to bite and grip so bad. the stretch marks on the sides of his glutes make ilya feel crazy, he feels like a dragon breathing fire looking at them. it’s so soft and firm at the same time. he wants to cup the underside and watch it jiggle. the dimples at the back of shane’s spine, he wants to dip is tongue in there. don’t let him even start on how pretty his hole is-
shane fucking loves that ilya just be holding his big balls while hes on the couch watching tv. like he never tells him to Not do that even though he's heard jackie complain abt it in regards to hayden a few times. he knows he should probably find it gross but he thinks it's actually one of the hottest things ilya does without realizing
Shane asking Ilya if he can maybe hold Ilya's balls one time because he literally likes those guys! or, more realistically, he just shoves his own hand down there one day while they're lounging on the couch, sliding it right under Ilya's hand. and well, now it's kinda like they're holding hands. so Ilya just smiles big and wide like a lovesick fool while Shane cups his balls so softly with his big warm hands and a satisfied look on his face. he's such a good ball holder :)
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first post for context / see the tag 'open relationship au' for more snippets or the masterlist so kindly put together by @tafkarfanfic. this wasn't meant to be the next snippet but a couple of people requested something from brian's pov and i felt inspired! it also fit better here than later, because as of the next snippet we will officially be in the end game!
2008
A year to the day since they first met, Shane finally lets Brian fuck him.
It's a while to wait. Brian doesn't think he would have bothered with anyone else, but Shane is special. He's so beautiful, by far the hottest guy Brian's been with, especially now that he's starting to lose that teenage awkwardness. He looks at Brian like he's someone to admire. Everything they do together is new to him and Shane is both a quick study and eager to please.
Not eager enough to let Brian fuck him without the prolonged chase, obviously, but Brian gets it. It's a little scary, the first time.
It's also not like Brian has had to go without. He's picked up other guys when the scratch got too difficult not to itch. He feels a little bad about it, because he's pretty sure Shane thinks they're exclusive, but it's not like those other guys meant anything.
And obviously, now that they're actually having sex, Brian won't have to go looking elsewhere.
Not that the first time is all that great but, you know. It's the first time. It's gonna get better. And it's already intoxicating, the way Shane gets afterwards, loose and pliant in his arms and looking at Brian with so much adoration in his eyes. No one has ever looked at Brian that way before, like he's someone who's easy to love.
"Was that... okay?" Shane asks quietly.
"It was so fucking good," Brian assures him.
Not strictly speaking true, of course, but the praise makes Shane light up. It's dizzying, how easily Brian can affect him like this. It would probably be just as easy to hurt him. Brian would never do it but the thought alone makes him feel powerful.
2010
Shane moves to Montreal three months ahead of Brian.
They've never been the kind of couple who see each other every day but this is still the longest they've been apart. It's both easier and more difficult than Brian was expecting.
On the days they don't manage to call each other, he doesn't miss Shane at all. He hardly even thinks about him. It's enough to have him considering that maybe it's time to call it. It's something that's been at the back of his mind ever since he realized what a big deal Shane Hollander was, and how much bigger he will continue to get.
Those days often end with Brian going out and picking someone up. It's fine, he tells himself. The relationship is basically over, and it's been too fucking long since someone touched him.
But then they call or, better yet, video chat, and it crashes over Brian like a tidal wave how much he misses Shane. His beautiful, sexy as hell boyfriend who makes Brian feel more desirable with a simple look than any stranger could, no matter how loudly they moan on his cock. His boyfriend, who loves him. Who's only ever loved him.
And then the guilt hits, all the worse for how happy Shane looks to see him.
It makes Brian feel like a piece of shit. He should tell Shane, but the thought of it only makes him feel worse. Picturing the hurt on his face, the love leaving his eyes and never returning, because Brian would become a different person to him. Someone who would be capable of betraying his trust in such a fundamental way.
Brian doesn't feel like that person. It's like he becomes someone else when he hooks up with those guys, like who he is on the days Shane calls and on the days he doesn't are two different men. One not beholden to the promises made by the other.
He decides not to tell Shane. He'll be Montreal soon, anyway, and then this will stop being a problem.
It's just the distance, fucking with his head.
2013
Sometimes Brian thinks that if he were a kinder man, he would have broken up with Shane ages ago.
Or maybe he wouldn't keep fucking around behind his back instead, but Brian honestly isn't too sure about that. It feels more like a compulsion than any kind of decision, and it's made so impossibly easy with how much time Shane spends on the road.
So since he can't help it, it probably would be a kindness to let Shane go instead.
Then Brian will sit with this idea, really consider it, and want to smack himself. Break up with his gorgeous, wealthy, loving boyfriend? Over something Shane doesn't even know about?
Because that's the bottom line, isn't it? Brian hasn't hurt Shane because Shane doesn't know. Shane will never know, because he is by his own design completely out of touch with the queer community in Montreal.
Knowing this doesn't completely erase Brian's guilt, but it makes him feel better.
It wouldn't be this bad, this compulsion, if Brian didn't have to love Shane in secret. If they could be together openly, there wouldn't be this massive black hole at the center of the relationship that has Brian constantly craving more.
It's probably a good thing that Brian isn't kinder.
