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OHHHHH  MY GODDDDDDDDDD

SPINEL IS MY FUCKING DAUGHTER AND I WORSHIP HER AND I FUCKING-

HER SONG??????? HER RUBBER HOSE INSPIRED DESIGN?????? HER GOOFYNESS AND BADASSNESS AND SHE PUNCHED STEVEN RIGHT IN THE FACE AND SHE STOOD IN ONE PLACE FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS AND SHE DESERVES EVERYTHING AND SHE’S THE BEST AND THE WORST AND THE BEST AND I-

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✨ Bad Eros

All eros types are organized around ascent, seeking to supplant their status as "human, all too human." Eros types are ideational and cerebral people who experience a continual drive towards making the most of their capabilities in order to realize the highest stage of accomplishment that it is possible for them to attain in life. By continually searching out self-improvement, and by being intensely self-critical about anything too mundane in their personalities, most eros types strive to achieve an otherworldly, icon-like facade whereby they will indeed be seen as something "more than human"; indeed as giving off the impression of having ascended "beyond the human condition" and onto something quasi-divine, like the Socratic seeker on the one hand, or the Nietzschean Overman on the other.

As for bad eros, when beset by preoccupations with competency and worth, there is always the temptation to replace the true ascent towards fairness and justice with more immediate manifestations of superiority, such as bossy, authoritative, and entitled behavior, even in cases where there may not be much in the way of genuine underlying qualities to warrant such posturing. By tending to your own need for superiority before tending to concerns over what is actually fair and good, the icon-like facade of an 'ascended' individual is achieved at the expense of those principles of impartial justice and intellectual honesty that you would otherwise like to claim for yourself. Hence, instead of embarking on the long and tortuous quest to hone your abilities for the long run, you default to manifesting a superior persona here and now, and you tend to do so regardless of whether this haughtiness is justified or not.

Your journey towards good eros most likely involves a relinquishment of your preoccupation with self-worth as well as the realization that the value of individuals is not so much intrinsic as it is determined by their actual contributions over time. Abstracting from your usual trepidations, one pattern that is likely to register with you is that your haughtiness tends to have an especially easy time coming to the fore whenever your self-image is threatened. In other words, that this conceit is not simply a static trait of yours, but an adaptation formed to cope with feelings of low self-esteem and the nagging suspicion that you are at root inferior. Distressing sentiments that you have responded to by developing an outer persona that values power because, deep down, you feel powerless yourself.

Famous Greeks who have Nomos: Socrates, Heraclitus. Your ideal partner is someone who has: Agape.

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