#ftmish

Started the day feeling low but thanks to @bolt451 I shorted through clothes, showered, shaved (to encourage facial hair) abs dressed up :D I then desided to go out to #yosushi even though I had a bit of a binge earlier (not potatoes, going to go back to mostly potatoes at home) We are sitting by the window so can watch the drunks conning back from the races. #ftm #ftmish #transman #femmeftm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu6wW1rDRuA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rkuw7bge7akz

GUESS WHO JUST CAME OUT TO THEIR BOSS!!!!!! HOLY SHIT #FTM #FTMISH #TRANS #transatwork #comingout #omfg

Me "Look I'm Salvador Dali!" Frey "You are a fool" Did I mention I'm feeling better! #ftm #trans #transman #ftmish #lol

I got Freya @bolt451 to fix my hair! OMG I FEEL BETTER! I did not realise how much it had been bothering me cos it was fine just not what I wanted. Feel like myself again! #hair #ilovemywife #dyspraxiawho #ftm #ftmish #transgender #femmeftm #transman

Spent this afternoon and evening during through things. Came across some of my old corsets. I used to be able to eat this first at it's tightest and put arm arm down the front as it was so big on me. Memories are strange, I never had an underweight bmi. I think I need to make new, good memories in this corset. Men in corsets are hot, I wasn't fussed on having top surgery but, damn I want to rock that look! I then found a bra I've hardly worn. I also like my boobs. Idk if I'm trans or not, if I'll transition, if I'll detransition, etc. I don't trust my thoughts atm. I wish it was detransitioning was more socially excepted, we are all people, on a journey to try be happy. #trans #transgender #femmeftm #ftmish #transman #ftm #androgyne

It's 11 o'clock at night and I've finally had a shower and got dressed (mostly). Feel better for it as always. Not impressed with my beard dye but it is a tiny bit more visible irl. The song is by @ryancassata #trans #ftm #ftmish #transgender #mentalhealth

Full of cold, sad and really impatient for testosterone! So I treated myself to this gorgeous waistcoat from @roadkill_cupcake :D Really looking forward to it : ) One thing I do like about myself is my sense of style :) #waistcoat #upcycling #handmade #ftm #ftmish #transman

Flopping on my bed, listening to Bowie :) productive day - made a dr's appointment, got my mum's birthday present and restarted my NVQ after like a year off (work have been really good about it) :) Also bought these jeans from poundland (not for a pound, that's still weird) the other week, I love them! #ftm #femmeftm #ftmish #jeans #poundland #transman