#ftm!kurt

We had a previous ask, and one author's page was referred to us here. ~Jen

For example:

Catch me I'm falling by whatagoodboy @bespectacledcolfer

For the sake of the prompt, I'll use FTM!Kurt, but roles can be reversed. Kurt and Blaine have been dating for a while. Kurt is on hormones, but isn't infertile. He isn't on any other form of birth control (because most birth control is hormonal, and he's been nervous about the only non-hormonal birth control--the copper IUD). Because of this, he and Blaine always use a condom. Except one time the condom breaks. Kurt doesn't really know what to do, and neither does Blaine, so they chalk it up to "oops!" and assume nothing will happen. Because Kurt is a guy. He's on hormones. He's had top surgery. He can't get pregnant... But then he does, and suddenly Kurt's life is falling down on him. Pregnancy is not something he's ever wanted. He knows that some trans* guys do, but for him, his goal has always been to have a hysterectomy the minute he could afford it. But now he's pregnant and he doesn't know what to do or how to tell Blaine. He's fiercely secretive about this, and incredibly scared. But he has to tell Blaine. He has to tell Blaine because the only option Kurt has for himself, the only thing he wants, is an abortion. Wants: --For Kurt and Blaine to be in college or older. ~20 - 25. They haven't had the whole "Do we want to get married? Do we want to have kids?" talk yet. --Angst and dysphoria for Kurt, because even though he does get an abortion, it's just a reminder of what his body is capable of. And the dysphoria of being a man and needing an abortion and being afraid of being misgendered in doctors' offices. --Blaine to be very supportive and also wanting an abortion, but being afraid to force Kurt into a certain direction. Ultimately he supports Kurt, but he is internally freaking out as well, because he's just in college and he doesn't want kids yet and he can't even afford his own life--not without the help of his parents--yet alone providing for a child. --Kurt and Blaine to not tell anyone. Maybe Blaine tells his best friend because he just needs to /talk/ to someone other than Kurt about this. But Kurt is so embarrassed and scared that he really doesn't want anyone to know. He feels a lot of shame over this. --Angst in general. Maybe it causes some friction for Kurt and Blaine at first, but it ultimately brings them closer together (though it's okay if you end it on more of a somber note).

All of them. Yes. Definitely. (also blaine as hedwig and ftm!kurt being cast as the husband??? This would be the death of me I stg)

Rating: G

Summary: Sometimes, you just need someone who knows you the best. TW: dysphoria

Pairing: ftm!Kurt/cis!Blaine

On the bad days, Kurt can't stand being naked. The thought of being unclothed fills him with dread and sadness. Layers of clothing protect him and allow him to pretend that his body matches the one he sees in his head. Tight, elastic, binders mash down his breasts. Balled up socks in his underwear create a bulge suggesting a penis there.