#ft. dex

            You were right about needing an escape. And you know what? I finally found it. You know, even though we didn't know each other long, I appreciate your friendship. I will admit, you scared me at first but I think your tough exterior is what drew me to you in the first place. Sometimes I wished I was as brave as you. I wish that I had the strength you did to keep going but I just don't. Thank you for always sticking up for me and just know that you'll always have a very special place in my heart. And if anyone messes with you after I'm gone, just say the word and I'll go haunt their ass for you. I'll always have your back, Ror. Love you lots. 

        I'm sorry it had to be like this. I'm sorry for taking the coward's way out and I'm sorry for lying to you. I wanted to take the time to really thank you for always being there for me. You've never once given up on me and you weren't just my best friend, Theo, you're my brother. We've been attached at the hip for as long as I can remember and it feels weird knowing that it'll no longer be "Dex and Theo". I believe in you though, I know you'll make it. You're gonna finish school, marry Kennedy and have a bunch of little kids and I'll be watching over you and smiling like the biggest idiot because I fucking told you so. Please, please, never let anyone dictate your self-worth. You are literally the most amazing, coolest, kindest and most intelligent person I've ever had the privilege of meeting. Take care of Blair for me, beat up anyone that doesn't treat her right and just...watch over her, okay? I love you a lot, Theo. I'm gonna miss you, buddy.