Some of my x-m5 photos came out really good!! Despite me hardly knowing how to use it 😭😭 I wasn't expecting digital to be so much more complicated than film. Speaking of film, I'm pretty sure I missed up loading one of the rolls for my nikon fg and like. 80% sure it's gonna be blank... And it was the most important roll of the trip GAAAHHH but that's why we have a digital camera too 🫶 id be 100x more upset if I straight up had NO pictures from that day. It was so so so beautiful.

I feel really lonely every time Bunny leaves. It's nice having someone who genuinely wants to do the things I want to do with me. I don't blame my boyfriend for not wanting to like, go on walks, or do arts and crafts, go thrifting, or whatever. I think it's okay that we have different interests. He blames himself and says he should be doing those things for me. I get he hates seeing me sad, but the reality is, they are two different people. One cannot prevent me from missing the other. And the last thing I want is to deal with someone who's having 0 fun tag along for my favorite activities. That benefits nobody.

I want to go on photo walks by myself more, but it feels way more unsafe alone. I've been followed a couple times before, and even just some of the guys who live in my apartment are super weird. Idk how much having Bunny with me protects me though, it's not like they're intimidating. I guess just the fact that it's two of us? I also just feel brave and protective when I'm with them. Realistically, the chances of something bad happening is pretty low, I just get so paranoid alone in public.