#fruit post

Sabian my beloved, thank you for enabling my pinning ass <3

As I was saying

Ttops, my darling. My gorgeous partner, an exquisite human being, so gosh darn talented- I love them, okay? I love them so much that I feel the need to broadcast it to the world so others can mourn with me our inability to be together 

I have so many things to ramble about, Sabian, that I don’t know where to start!

Let’s begin with one of my personal favorites- Ttops fell asleep on call the other night and I went to youtube to watch some videos while my dork slept- and then as I paused my video I caught on to a sound in the background. My cutie pie was wheezing in his sleep, Sabian. Every time he breathed and breathed out, a little whistling sound would wheeze out and it was so cute, Sabs. I stayed like that, listening for a while longer until the sound lured me into a nap. There’s just something so comforting about being able to hear your partner breathe, y’know? Knowing that they’re there, out of reach but there. I completely and utterly adore them.

The other night we were talking about the start of our relationship and how I was essentially running around clueless, begging @leal-love-lace for help because I wasn’t sure if I was reading the signals right- and this utter buffoon has the nerve to laugh at me and wheeze that they liked me but thought I was taken. That’s right, Sabs! Taken. My dumbass of a husband genuinely thought I was dating Stardust Dabi- who belongs to another Avery, may I add. I love them, but they had no brain cells I find that very sexy of him <3

He sees the little pieces of me that I think I keep hidden- and every now and then they tell me something that leaves me utterly bamboozled. I’m trying to keep my mysterious aura and they’re having fun tearing it apart and seeing me, y’know? and that? Sabs, that makes me feel loved.

I have never, not even once, doubted that Ttops loved me. Not once. He loves me truly and utterly and I adore him tenfold. They deserve so many good things, Sabian, so many good things, and I hope to be one of those things in their future. He makes me so happy, it’s impossible to erase my giddy smile whenever I’m talking to him.

Sabian, he’s my future. I know I’ve spoken a lot about what I want and what I feel, but when I talk to them about what they want out of this and know that they want the same- it brings me so much comfort. We talk about where he want to live, where we want to go. We talk about our future, about how I’m going to pick them up and spin them around because I’m the tall one in this relationship. We talk about every soft subject you’d expect. 

Wanna know a secret, Sabs? We’re both overwhelmingly territorial :uglycry: call it possessive, jealous- same thing. What matters is that we have our moments where we get huffy because the other is looking/simping for a character- yeah, you read that right. A character. We’re disasters, Sabs. Complete and utter disasters- and I wouldn’t have it any other way.