#fromabook

sometimes i wish my brain could shut down. i don’t think i can handle the way i hate myself anymore.

do you know how much it hurts to know that you woke up today and suddenly you didn’t love me anymore?

there were certain events where i had to choose between one thing and another. i always chose the riskiest one because i thought i’d always be wondering ‘what if’ when i let the opportunity pass me by. but out of all the risks and what if’s, you were the one i wish i didn’t choose.

sometimes... he gets lost. do you know what i mean? if you pay attention, you'd be confused whether he's angry, or sad. but he's not. i know he's not.