#imheretoo

Ever feel like you’re not worthy... ever feel like you’re just there but no one seems to notice... yeah that’s me almost everyday

This idea that the two people that I am closest to left me for each other is what kills me it's what makes me miss having the friendship I used to and its what makes me cry into my pillow on school nights. The idea that nothing is the same and the fact that I can't look to my best friends without feeling left out anymore. I'm here too. I looked out for both of you way before you looked out for each other but now neither looks out for me and the heartbreak I feel is unexplainable. I can't blame them for falling in love I can't blame them for anything. But what i can say is that I feel alone without them, without the old them at least.