#frienfs

You remember we used to look at those girls who dated each other's boyfriends and laugh so hard our stomachs hurted because their friendships were hollow-er than Hitler's heart?

How we used to tell that girl that her "friends" are just using her, because they make fun of her behind her back, because she's too innocent to understand it?

How we looked at people who were downright selfish with their friends and wondered why the hell would anyone have friends who are toxic?

You are mean to your friends, because that's how you show your love. But there's a line. And that line is a dot to some.

Most of these movies and books tell you that the most important thing in life is love. But what they don't tell you is that whenever a person fights with their partner, they come to their friends to cry, to lean onto a shoulder, to bawl their eyes out, to fart with them, to pick their nose out with them, and to laugh with them. You can love twice, but you can't have that friend back you lost.

So this is for you, I saw it. I know you miss me. I know you love me, I know you love me a lot. I guess it just isn't enough. Not enough to choose me over him. Not enough to choose me over anyone. Your ex, his friend, strangers, people you literally met a week ago. All these people, and here I am. All these people, and I'm always an option.

I guess I always knew about it, I just wasn't smart enough to do something about it. Smart enough, courageous enough, brave enough.

I think I’m going to cry 😭

I love you so much❤️