#frequeency

At times, it has been difficult to watch both the NBA and NFL Playoffs in the years of her absence, but it has gotten easier. It’s just not the same. I/we miss everything about her.

Love to our passed queen @fauxlosophers Happy Belated Birthday Gina ✨ 🎥 @ozieren

See you on the flip side.

In 7 days, it’ll be 1 year. I planned on posting my thoughts then, but I miss you so much and I guess I just felt like doing it now. Not a single day has gone by where I didn’t think or reminisce about you. In all my years on Earth, I’ve never felt such a lingering effect of devastation and confusion. I’ve ashamedly avoided contact with most of your friends and family simply because it’s too overwhelming at times. It’s like I’m fighting a never-ending battle between surreality and reality. I try mask it and continue to move forward, and I know I’ll get there, but for now, I often feel as hurt and puzzled as I did a year ago. I just keep it to myself. As my screenwriting partner, we’d stay awake all night, sharing ideas, philosophies, ambitions, and perspectives, but I never thought that someday, I’d be writing about you. We impacted each other lives so much over the years in many ways, but the difference is, you left your imprint on mine, the same way you did for so many others you’ve crossed paths with. You were one of the strongest, most intelligent and enlightened women I’ve ever known. You were my ultimate light, and you will forever be. From: your “Donnie”.

Visual shot in Houston by the very talented creative cinematographer ozieren. Video features our recently passed Queen Gina Luciano aka Frequeency Love N Light 4 free 99