I'm learning to deal with what I can only control. Anything pass that is just a temporary experience. Im learning not to let what I can't control get to me. Im freeing myself more and more everyday, allowing myself to be more open to the possibilities of experiences and life itself. I'm learning to accept what I can't control. Being angry with the process only makes me mean and reserve so why put myself thru that. I dont know how I'm suppose to feel about certain things so I'm learning to go with the flow. A battle between my heart and my mind allows me to really see the reality of things and I'm honestly fine with it even if it hurts.











