how you doing

i feel like i’m always checking up on myself when he’s around

i really hate being in an awkward situation with the only person that i’m awkward with

okay i havent talked about this but 2 days ago i think when he talked to me i didnt feel anything like when he talked for the first time in so long to me. like my chest would feel so heavy but two days ago was not like that, so i guees it is a good sign?? idk