#forwardinfaith

When I say, I don’t want to talk about it, what I really mean is I don’t want to dwell on it or revive visceral emotions. I refrain from extra sadness on my heart. Its become a habit of sort to halt certain conversations as they begin. I get in a lalala mode in my head immediately and I don’t do well to proceed answering certain questions especially in regard to family matters. I’m not…

I’m a Nana again! In 2020, we had our one and only grandson of 14 years. Now we have 4. All boys! Our oldest turned 15 in early February. Ezekiel and Zy’Aire were both born in 2020. Greyson was born 2 days ago. Our oldest grandlove De’Mantai and Zy’Aire are brothers from our oldest daughter, Kharisma. Ezekiel and Greyson are brothers from our only son and last baby, Kurtis Ozra. Our second…

I keep trying to make a positive difference in managing my life for CRPS with comorbidities. I’ve been doing low carbs since March. I’ve attempted my usual summertime physical therapy using a kiddie pool. I do this each year. Inside the water I can do 20 push-ups! Outside it, zero. In the water, 100 leg slides. Well, that’s what I call them. Outside the water, barely a handful. I’m always…

I’m still sober. As some of you know, I was drinking to relieve pain associated with CRPS, nerve damage, neuropathy, spinal disorders, and a handful of other things. I’ve also mentioned that while it did help some it also worsened my depression. In heightened pain, I over think. The worse for me is reliving old traumas, or becoming anxious over things I’ll never be able to change. We’ll never…

After Church on Sunday,, I managed to get a little sunshine. I didn’t spend long on the patio, and only minutes doing water PT. It was too difficult lowering and raising myself. Once in, I was able to lay back on my elbows some but wasn’t able to get up on my elbows from my belly. Bummer! That began another flare. My neck couldn’t take it, and my left arm and shoulder blade rippled with intense…