#formyex

You take then you leave it, honey

Just like that, just like that

You're falling flat

You find someone like me to bring you up right back

Up right back

Find someone else to leech on, lady

My blood's for me, not for you, baby

College, estate and all your savings

My blood's for me, so no more taking

Anything you can do, I can do better

In prison for stealing, gon' write you a letter

Courageous and clever

Creative director

I raised the bar higher, Sir I broke the record

I'm hot as peppers, spent more time in leather

Scuffed up my boots, boy I'll stomp you in Sketchers

They wanna build like their first name is Hector

Back against wall, bitch I am a protector

From the projects, don't check on my ex

Like uni-brows they are there for connects

Wish you the best, won't show you my next move

So I guess you'll be upset

Don't cry, no baby, you'll find your own way

Think for yourself, it will all be okay

Copyright lyrics, you can't steal my spirit

They lift from my music, they're dying to hear it

Imitated, never duplicated

You wish you related

So as you decided to stall your life- I started making our room a home and cleaning everyday (with near no help, mostly from you), I started watching my new favorite show (that you hate), I got a new primary care, I got help with my stomach issues, I ended up asking out my best friend finally after waiting for years (you made majority of our relationship a closed triad- and even after you started dating others you made me terrified to try for a long time to date), I realized the relationship with my best friend was what I expect from a partner (while you kept pulling away and the fighting got worse), I started working on my art again, I started job searching when I felt ready, and all of that was enough to realize you were barely a positive part of my life anymore.

-for my ex