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wow chris is just so beautiful to me. he is perfect.

Do you guys remember when Chris & I were dating and I use to always get asks about him and it would make me so happy because I had an excuse to talk about him.

I'm going back to school because I believe it's best for me. I want to prove to everyone that I WILL graduate and I WILL walk. I just want someone to be proud of me. I want my mom and my grandparents to actually think I'm doing something right for once. Maybe my dad will talk to me then, and maybe just maybe Chris will realize that I'm getting my shit together so I can make our relationship work. No more party's, no more drinking, no more staying out all night, just focusing on getting my credits and getting my life together.  I want to show everyone that I can do it, and most likely I want to prove to myself that I can do it. TIME TO GET SHIT DONE. 

Making you smile makes my whole day. I love the little things and that's how I know that I can make you happy if you would just give me a second chance. I don't want anybody else but you. I want you forever. I want us to go on cute little dates and I wanna watch scary movies and cuddle and I just want all of that with you and no one else. That's all I need.

How do I even explain how much I love you?