#forl

I want to live in your breath

in the pauses between your thoughts

in the stillness after your laughter fades

maybe our atoms could be wrapped

in longing devotion

a sacred wound

offered in the hope

that something divine might bleed back

but you see

the gods

don't favor me

can we hide from them?

i don't believe in the divine

but i have to blame someone

for this misery

to long

and never be enough

for the cruelty of never seeing you

touching you

can't stick to you - like you want me to

or ease your mind

but i'm breathing you in

as the universe folds in

on itself

will we forever dance

in the shadows of their apathy?

but you see - im a bad dancer

i'm a rhythm that doesn’t fit

a step that never lands right

i’m lost in the movement

chasing you

I Had to do it to 'em

And i'd do it again

Note: I'll be slowly changing Molly's name to Mali (which apparently sounds just the same/very similarly). I've been thinking about it for months and i think i'm ready to do it💜 Reasons? The biggest one is that i just want it this way lol

“ Please Pull out the rotten soul in my body. “

I'm stumbling on borrowed time

and doing absolutely nothing with it

but wasting it like wine at a dead god's altar

dripping slow into the dirt

everybody's running laps at me

and I can't even take a step forward

struggling for every breath I take

I just wanna

exhale

but

I don't think I can stand

on my own two legs anymore

so

I'll write out what I always wanted

because I can't speak

and I'll disappear

I was born broken

that's my birthright

blood runs thin in me on negative

there's no hope in me for positive

I am indeed damn right faithless

nothing but a quiet fracture

Heaven's oversight

and I know I'm silent

because my mind is loud

and I know

I am a bad luck charm

so is my whole life

and there is no more

I’m crying, this is like the prettiest smile i’ve ever drawn

Ferbuary and August 2018

After some thoughts i decided to show you how much i, and Nostra has changed through several months. These artworks might not be the best example for comparison, as both of them are sketches without much of shading and care; and both of them had different idea behind them; However i still wanted to show at least how much character has changed

or you know what, here’s something even older with him: