#forkimdennard

“We were never perfect. We argued from mundane things that we failed to do. From words that we said unintentionally but had been understood in a different way. From actions that we did yet we only saw the flaws in them. Yet, it did not stop me from loving you genuinely.”

I’m still missing you in every beat of my heart.

It will never be the same anymore. No more good morning, good night, take care, I miss you — no more I love you. And I don’t know why it’s still a habit to check my phone frequently.

A friend asked me “How hurtful it is since he left?” I only stared at her and there was a long silence. Until she said “Perhaps your lost for words to answer my question would mean that it is beyond any words to describe pain.”

I am worth the fight.

You should’ve warned me that you will never stay longer in my life rather than leaving without any trace. I could’ve prepared myself at least for this unbearable pain.

We broke up and no matter how difficult it is for me to accept the truth, I have been gradually trying to forget everything. So, I keep moving forward despite the bitterness. Yet, with just one unexpected call from you after all this time — made me think of how far I’ve really gone. Have I really moved on? Or am I still lying to myself that I am fine and getting better? I wish I know the answers, I wish I could.

How do I meet you again? When you turned to be someone who doesn’t want to be found? Would you even remember that once in your life I am someone that you’ve met - the one you wished for? I am filled with questions that perhaps by chances or destiny will only be answered.