#forever indebted

I just spent the past 3 hours planning out the next 5 chapters of Forever Indebted. We’re aiming for big things in 2020 🥰

His grace is like an ocean.

I feel uncomfortable when it comes to favors. I greatly feel indebted to people who genuinely gives their time or effort to me. As a compensation and a sign of my appreciation, I try to outdo what they give me.

And right now, I am just reminded where all these things are coming from…

He has always been working behind the curtains, orchestrating things for my good. It is indeed humbling. Humbling to know that someone who loves me so much continues to watch over me, bless me despite all my iniquities and failures over the past.

I complain and tend to forget how favored I am. And whenever that hits me, it hits me in the face. Something worse than a truth slap. How can I even try to compensate the things He does for me or make a way to return the favor?

This things taught me how to be obedient little by little and His rewards for it are a hundred-fold. Like what? What now? What did I just do to deserve all these things? It never fails to boggle my mind that I don’t know what to do anymore but to feel overwhelmed and tell to myself that we will never be able to out-give Him.