Kinda weird that i never considered that dissociation might affect how i feel abt my gender considering how if affects literally everything else...

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Kinda weird that i never considered that dissociation might affect how i feel abt my gender considering how if affects literally everything else...

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So we've realized that we're POTENTIALLY polyfragmented but i cant really think about how many "full" alters versus "fragments" we have because i highkey hate the term fragment. It feels dehumanizing and diminishing :/
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Realizing that psrt of the reason im likely always tired is kost likely because of CPTSD and/or ADHD and my brainbisnt actually resting. Idk which but i cant keep living like this man. I just want a good nights sleep 🥲
The last time my parents took an overnight trip it triggered some really bad abandonment feelings from so many of my headmates and i just could not work through it like at all. There was a lot of crying.
And tonight my mom had to take my dad to the hospital (minor stuff, hes fine) and i could feel the same feelings coming up BUT i was able to work through it and self-soothe this time and im very proud of all of us <3

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So like usually Thanksgiving doesnt make me upset. I mean yes its a shitty colonizer holiday, but like personally i have no feelings about it, i just dont like the morals. But this year its making me sad. Bc like obviously just the whole narrative of Thanksgiving is white-washed non-sense, but for a lot of Americans, the actual celebration of Thanksgiving doesnt really have anything to do with like the story of Thanksgiving and the pilgrims n shit right. Its just seen as like a time to come together with your family and be greatful n stuff.