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My first love story here – a small experiment in head-cinema, intimacy, and power play. I didn’t write it alone: an AI was my partner-in-crime. And yes… I made it sweat during the more explicit scenes. Which parts are mine, and which belong to the machine? That’s for you to guess. 😉 It’s just an experiment – but your thoughts would mean a lot.

The Cottage in Golden Light

The sun cast golden stripes on the curtains. The scent of lavender hung in the shimmering air, and bees hummed over delicate blossoms. A cottage like a summer dream.

Still no knock on the door. Too late already. If he’s late, perhaps he’s young - broad shoulders filling his shirt, a fine face, steady hands. A body carrying that careless strength only the young still have. Oh… too perfect. Too tempting. And far too distant from my own age.

And then - there he was. Standing in the doorway: young, strong, handsome. His overalls strained across his frame, every seam confessing what he wished to hide. The game had begun before either of them spoke a word.

I wanted to appear professional, diligent, and focused on my next assignment. The tool heavy in my hand, the smell of metal on my fingers. Yet the fabric pinched and pressed. She saw it, I knew she did. Every step through her hallway was a confession.

The Way to the Machine

Her step was springy, his gait heavy. The overall stretched with each stride across his hips and thighs, making him seem clumsy. She watched with relish how strength and insecurity tangled together. He followed, uneasy, the tool in his hand like a shield.

I walked behind her, the hallway too narrow, my steps too loud. My body strong, but betrayed by cloth. Delicious, she thought – and I felt it.

The Too-Tight Overall

He knelt before the machine, bent down, worked in silence. But the fabric cut, pressed, irritated. She saw it, read it, enjoyed it. “So quiet?” she asked with a smile. “Normally one curses at a stubborn washing machine.” His neck flushed red. He said nothing.

Kneeling at the machine was my anchor. Finally, mechanics, screws, something I understood. Yet the fabric bound me like ropes, pressed me, rubbed me. Each turn of the wrench made it worse.

Teasing in the Doorframe

She stepped closer, jasmine drifting like a veil around him. “Stand up.” He obeyed. Too much light, too much closeness. The truth drew itself unavoidably across the cloth. Desperately he muttered: “I… I need the bathroom.”

I stood in the doorframe, smiling. A flimsy excuse – all the more charming because he needed it.

The Bright Bathroom

She led him like a queen who knows her prisoner is already lost. The bathroom was a watercolor of bright tiles, floral patterns, porcelain. In that feminine innocence he looked out of place – and thus all the more beautiful. He struggled with buttons and cloth until everything slid to the floor: the overall, the last scrap. Naked, he stood there, pressing his buttocks together as if that might hide him.

“Please… don’t look,” he whispered. “Oh, yes,” she replied, her smile soft and cruel at once. “Because now you are honest.”

Her Exploration

Her eyes wandered over him, testing, savoring, like a collector studying a rare piece. His body was strong, athletic, yet in her presence every line trembled with shame. His skin soft, his posture uncertain – a double delight for her. With her right hand she grasped him, with her left she reached deeper. His shock, his trembling, his helplessness made her smile inwardly. She relished his reactions – each twitch, each flinch was proof of her power.

The First Loss of Control

His body could no longer resist. First a trembling, then it broke free – not quietly, not hidden, but as a stream, hot, wild, unstoppable. She held him firmly, unyielding, and suddenly his proudest part lay in her hand like a rebellious firehose.

He gasped, tried to pull away, but her grip remained. With almost playful composure she guided the stream, let it lash against the tiles, splash across the rug, droplets sparkling like glass beads in the light. Then she turned it against him.

The warm flow ran over his chin, down his neck, tracing lines across his chest and belly. The rest slid lower, dripping, collecting, until the tiles and the overalls at their feet carried a glistening, liquid mosaic.

“Look,” she whispered, her voice half tender, half mocking, “your body paints for me. A work of art – and I am the hand that guides the brush.”

He wanted to sink into the floor, burning with shame, yet he felt there was no stopping. The flood seemed endless, as if his body had abandoned every boundary. And she – she laughed softly, like a string of pearls, while she kept directing him, until the bathroom gleamed with his confession.

I closed my eyes. It was humiliation, burning, hot. I wanted to disappear, but I heard her laughter. “You are beautiful because you cannot resist.”

The Game of Hands

She would not let him escape. Her hands played, tested, swayed. His shame grew, his strength ebbed. She savored how manhood became powerlessness.

She held him, felt the warmth, the pulse, the mute defiance of his body. Yet her mind wandered further—curious, sensual, insatiable.

*“It’s the contrast that intoxicates me,” she thought. “The soft pouch in my hand, delicate, almost silken, as if it might vanish if I pressed too hard. And within—two hidden weights, firm, undeniable, shifting when I stir them. To hold them is to feel power and fragility at once: the tenderest part of him, and yet the clearest sign of his manhood. I rock them gently, curious, amused, as if I were weighing secrets. Each sway tells me: strength is nothing once I set it in motion. And softness contains more force than he could ever imagine.”

Her lips curled into a quiet smile while he trembled with shame. She knew he did not only feel her fingers—he felt himself already caught in her head-cinema.

And then she saw, with astonishment and admiration, that his body had not given up. Still upright, so hard it curved slightly under the tension. She smiled wickedly: “This will never fit back into your overalls. This proud piece lives by its own rules. And I will explore it all. Every detail. With my hands. And you will feel that you do not decide – only I do.”

The Intoxication of Touch

Her fingers wandered with deliberate slowness, tracing the contours as if learning a secret map. Every ridge, every curve, every shiver beneath her hand told her a story. What fascinated her was not only the firmness but the yielding beneath it—the way strength betrayed itself in softness, the way pride trembled under the smallest touch.

She leaned closer, her breath brushing his skin. The scent rose, warm and raw, not perfume but something elemental, as if the body itself confessed its truth. She closed her eyes for a heartbeat, letting the sensation fill her—the weight in her palm, the heat against her skin, the fragile power that was hers to command.

“This,” she thought, “is what men never understand: that their glory is not in what they show, but in how helplessly they respond. And I—only I—decide when that response will end.”

“No… please…” he stammered, voice rough. “They are so sensitive…” “Precisely for that reason,” she whispered, “they belong in my hand.”

She closed her fingers tighter, too tight, felt him jerk, heard his sharp intake of breath. With her left she lifted the softer weights, weighed them, rocked them, as if to test their worth. For her it was play, for him trembling between lust and fear.

“Please… I cannot bear it…” “Oh, yes,” she breathed, “because I will it.”

She held him tightly, feeling him tremble, and in her head the rush grew louder than the bees outside. He was not finished yet, not emptied – he still carried inside what had always fascinated women: excess, overflow, the raw promise of manhood that refuses to be tamed.

In her mind she pictured it – how it would be if he now not only soaked the tiles but also filled the room with his heat. She loved the thought that men believe their power lies in restraint, while in truth, the essence only appears when they overflow.

How would it look? White, warm, defiant. Not perfume, but a scent – raw, mineral, like salt on sun-heated skin. Not jewelry, but a trace that says: Here a body was honest. Here a man has wasted his innermost self.

Her grip tightened as the thought intoxicated her: his pride, squandered in the light, wasted like pollen blown in the wind. And she would be the hand that decided where it went. To the floor, against him, across the room – as if summer itself were an altar for the sacrifice of his lust.

“Yes,” she whispered inwardly, “that’s what I want now. Not because I need it – but because I want to see how far you can still fall.”

She held him still, watched each twitch, each spasm. “Do you see?” she whispered. “Everything you thought was yours, is now mine.”

The Ritual of Packing Away

She pulled the fabric back up, a little too high, so he felt it. She arranged him like a garment folded too tightly. A playful pat on the backside, a mocking smile. “So this is what a proud man looks like when he is honest.”

He stood still, breathing heavily, skin flushed, heart racing. Yet in his eyes suddenly flickered something new.

His Grip – The Last Move of Power

He raised his hand, calmly, self-assured, and adjusted himself – slowly, deliberately, almost demonstratively. Each motion was the return of pride. When he was done, he looked up – and this time it was her cheeks that flushed.

She had explored him, tested him, exposed him – and now he showed her that pride could return. For a moment the room belonged to him.

The Ritual of the Initiated

“I’ll be back next week,” he said, with a smile both mischievous and triumphant. “As a mechanic… or as a gardener? The bill – as always, in a discreet envelope.”

She laughed, half caught, half delighted. “Come as a gardener. We haven’t had that in a while. And you were, as always, magnificent.”