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**The Corrs - What Can I Do** I haven't slept at all in days It's been so long since we've talked And I have been here many times I just don't know what I'm doing wrong What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there There's only so much I can take And I just got to let it go And who knows I might feel better If I don't try and I don't hope What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there No more waiting, no more aching No more fighting, no more trying Maybe there's nothing more to say And in a funny way I'm calm Because the power is not mine I'm just gonna let it fly What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there Love me

Alice in Wonderland

if u know, i wanna cry now!!! i thought it didn't your wrong.. cause i have never said about that.. **PITY ON ME..** :'(

Today the rain comes same as my heart leaving who I loved. One week ago, he said that he hate me, he felt I’m a worst girl in the world. Because i so stupid, ugly, and late. Two days later, i saw he held and kissed a girl at our favorite seat in Cafe. I take a pic of them and send that picture to my sister, she texted me “_ Before u, i was saw he with different girl. Sorry i never said about that honey :’(_ ” From that day my mood so bad. He was succeeded to make me down and my tears continue falling down. And now my mind’s set is nobody wants to love me honest and honesty. But i should go to City Link Hall for my sister. She wants dancing of K-pop competition. I’m so curious. Because she never dancing before. I must cheer her for to be the best her do. So, before i go, i prepared some korean foods like gimbab and gimchi for her and her friends. Then i arrive in hall and i like a crazy girl. My dress and all my stuffs so dripping wet. Once problem comes again. I haven’t place for sit. May be today is my bad day gain. While my body so tremble, I’m watching one by one group show on spectator’s stand place with patiently heart. ‘_ it’s ok lady , you would try to be patient and still confidence._ ' console myself. Finally, time to my sister’s group, Mizz It performance comes. I’m so excited. I can’t quiet. “_OMO? OMO? My eonni so beautiful and perfect. Kyaaaaaaaa!!!! _“ Suddenly in a half song of my sister’s group a guy stand and please me to sit on his place. I’m so shock. ‘ _I never meet a guy like him before. He so kind and handsome. Although his height no more than 160 cm., but it’s ok._ ‘ i said in my heart He’s runs and back with a red jacket. He’s gives me it and without a word from me and him he’s lost. Start from that moment my life changes 180o. I just gawk and still unbelieve it. Suddenly the MC said “_ Giving applause for Mizz It !!!_” ‘ _Oh My God! No! I only watched it on half!!_ ‘ my heart beats said. I’m try to calm. Then i go to back stage for give foods with still on my bad dress and aromatic jacket. In there I only meet my sister then she’s asks me about jacket but not yet i answer it he was asked me about her performed , i just smile and said all good thinks . Then my sister have to me to going back home. Ok, i back though my feeling bad for leaving that show. Step by step of my foots is so difficult .On the way i see my phone and... not aware, my phone was ringed for 10 times. All called from my mother. In the night my sister comes with a golden cup. She’s success to sit on first place. And she tells me about her friend who sat on second place. He said bout some on the stage. “ ‘_Gomawo for my little hijab’ he said that. We were just laughed cause of that. When i asked who is ‘my little hijab’ to his. He just smiled like a crazy guy. hahahahahahah_ ” she laugh so wow and i only smile for a while. Since that day i can sleep well with smile face and my trauma lost so fast. Day by day i keep silent about red jacket. I not say anything about it. I save it in my box secret. I success for walk over my dissolved days. Now the red would make my day beautiful. I feel the day is full of flower an angle. But, sometimes my mind is imagine his smile and my heart miss him. When I want to ask about him to my sister, my tongue so lumpish. I search him on internet but the result is nothing. Finally, i stop to searching about him. And believe if one day the our mate would come with unexpected events. Three moths ago, i used the jacket for the first time. And i don’t know why i really want to eat ramen, noodles from japan. So asking my best friend for go to ramen restaurant. Not usual my favorite restaurant close. For one hour we look up the restaurant. Finally i found it on Pahlawan street number 62. The name of restaurant is Jigoku Ramen. And when my friend check it, the writes said that want to prepare for night atmosphere. Then when i look the watch, the time is 6 pm. My friend and i wait until a guy out of the restaurant. Someone from the restaurant said “ _Hey guys, it was done_! ” So we come with hungry face. In there all tables use candles light and the atmosphere so romantic. Not long ago, a writer with red clothes stole up on us. He come and give us menu. I’m just receive. When I’m choosing menu, someone give me a latter in tissue. ‘_How are u,my little hijab?_ (^▽^)’ Suddenly my head look up to his eyes. I feel, i know who owner this beautiful eyes. NB: Eonni = sister Gimbab = rice with rolled by sea grass Gimchi = fermentation of China cabbage Gomawo = Thanks