Excerpt from FOOLS' PARADISE: THE GODDESS OF NUMBER FIVE, Chapter 7: ACTAEON AND ARACHNE
Holly could hear Artemis breathing. And she shouldn't be able to hear him breathing, from the distance she was at, and that was both a good sign and a bad one: a good sign because the increased activity meant the sedative was wearing off and the girl would soon wake up. But it hurt so much, seeing her thrash around: at least, in the deep, sedative-induced sleep, Artemis had had some peace.
Oh, Holly had tried to distract herself, to make conversation, to look away, but her eyes inevitably fell back on the couch. Artemis, who loved to show off her self-control, was sprawled in a slouching pose. They had carefully laid her down, tucking a blanket around her but all it had took was to glance away to find her curled up like an animal, tendons protruding from the backs of her hands, clawed around the fabric and trembling, and a sheen of sweat beading her furrowed brow. Purple capillaries branched out across her eyelids, and behind them her eyes darted nervously, lashes fluttering like butterfly wings. The lamplight cast merciless shadows on her cheekbones, and her waxy skin appeared impossibly thin, almost transparent: with her makeup ruined and the strategic spotlights gone, Artemis looked like a ghost pretending to be human.
Holly had never seen her like that. Never. Not when Butler died, not when she had found herself back to the present three years too late, not even when she had decided to erase her existence from her family's memory. Even when all odds had seemed against her, Artemis had fought with a strength that belied her thin frame. She had always had a plan to emerge victorious, no matter how desperate the situation.
Now it was as if all that vitality had gone, leaving behind an empty shell. Her breaths came in shudders, and Holly had the horrifying feeling that every time she saw her chest fall, it might never rise again. Just looking at her was enough to realize that Artemis was letting herself go. That she was one step away from disappearing, dissolving into her ragged breaths and becoming nothing.















