#followforevers

So it’s been a while since I did one of these. I haven’t really hit any kind of milestone. I’ve been hovering around 115 followers for like two years. But that’s not really why I do these things. I do them because I’ve met some incredibly special people on indie and I want to recognize those people and tell them just how much they mean to me. So without further ado...

@deadbeatcentral​

I feel like it’s obvious that you would come first. You were the person who brought me into this crazy world of tumblr indie five years ago now. I really don’t even know where to start. First and foremost, I love you. Without question, without hesitation. You’ve been one of the single most important people in my life to date and I’ve been blessed to call you one of my best friends for years now. 

You’re so incredibly special to me. You’re also incredibly special to this world. You’re one of the best people I know. You never cease to amaze me with your compassion and true goodness. I just have never met anyone quite like you. You’ve got this incredible head on your shoulders. Your attitude toward life, your perspective on the world around you. You just have such a uniquely special way of looking at things. 

You’ve been endlessly patient with me. And I’d know because you’ve helped me through the hardest times of my life. I honestly don’t know where I’d be without you today. I really could go on and on about how truly special you are. And rare. So so very rare and precious. 

I could talk about how you’re also endlessly talented and how I know that someday people are going to know your name. But you’ve heard me say all of this numerous times. I could honestly write an entire book about you and what our friendship means to me. 

You make me a better person. But not only that, you make me healthier. And not by anything like pressure, but just by being who you are. You inspire me to no end and my life is forever changed because of you. Thank you for everything. Everything you’ve done and everything you are. You are truly one of a kind. I love you more than words can express.

@axhes​

You were one of the first blogs I followed on here. I was drawn in by your amazing characters and the concept of your blog. You were an OC multimuse which is my favorite flavor. And just from interacting with you the first few times, I knew you were so special. 

You’re like human sunshine and one of the most beautiful people that I know. You’ve got such a gorgeous heart and a brilliant soul. If someone had asked me five years ago if we’d still be friends today I would’ve laughed in their face. Because I’ve always looked on you in wonder. You’re way too good for me and we all know it. And still, you give me love and endless support. You’ve picked my sorry ass up off the ground so many damn times I’ve lost count. With your realness and your infinite wisdom. 

You give this world and the people in yours so much of yourself. I’m so amazed by you and everything you do. You’ve got to be one of the strongest women I know, you’re just so much more powerful than I think you even know. 

I love you so much. You’re just the most incredible person. I know your future is going to be so damn bright we’ll all need protective eyewear. Never ever forget your worth. You too, are one of a kind. The best kind.

@exxxquisites​ @deathtake​ @pescaprincipessa​

My Ami. My goodness. Going through my list of OG partners in crime. Exxxquisites was followed immediately after I followed Ash. I saw your blog and instantly fell in love with everything you did. It was close to my heart because a long time ago I’d had Emma as a stripper in a far off distant world. And so the whole concept of your blog just spoke to me right away. Your characters are absolutely incredible, your writing is infectious. 

You are so insanely talented, and so ridiculously modest about it. You are truly a treasure. For the longest time I looked to you as this untouchable god tier blog. I only dreamed about writing with you and being one of your friends. Likewise, if someone had asked me back then if I would be friends with you today? I would’ve been like naw Ami’s way too good for me. There’s no way in hell. 

But here we are. And you’re one of my closest friends. You too have helped me through so much. Whenever I’m struggling or going through something. It’s like somehow you have this innate ability to know that and you never fail to reach out and dust me off and help me find my way to being okay again. 

You’re such an incredible woman. And so so strong. I know you’ve been through your fair share of hell and you’re honestly just this warrior. I’m so incredibly blessed to consider you family. You light up my world in the darkest of times. You’re a wonderful friend and ally no matter what the case. I always know you’re in my corner and I can’t thank you enough. You’re just so special. Not only to me, but in general. I love you so so much babygirl. If it weren’t for you, I might not still be here.

@desecratedvalor​

Beautiful soulmate of mine. You know, I haven’t randomly sent you an inbox about how much I love and adore you in a long time. So strap in and get ready because I’m going to take full advantage. 

God, where do I start? You’re such a beautiful woman, inside and out. And there’s not a doubt in my mind that you can take on any challenge and come out on top. You’re such a fighter and so so strong. We met and instantly clicked. I knew you were special because of our effortless chemistry and that of our characters. That was back when you only had Caroline and to this day she’s my favorite of your muses. You know, the real Caroline Forbes. You should have that shit trademarked to be honest.

You’re my family in a way that most people can’t comprehend. You just get it. You get me. You know me better than most people do. You’re the kind of friend that everyone wants but doesn’t realize that they actually need. Your realness. Your fiery spirit. You just have such a beautiful mind and your heart is so precious. 

I love you more than I can adequately express to you. I’m so effing grateful to you for all you’ve ever done for me. For all that you are. You just have this way and it’s honestly addictive. We’ve done so many great things together as writers and I know we’re only going to continue to do that. You’re one of the easiest people to write with, you and your characters inspire me and mine. 

There’s just never gonna be another you that comes into my life which is why I’m so intent on holding onto you for the rest of it. You’re absolutely perfect. Please don’t ever change.

This is beginning to get incredibly long so for the sake of not making a post a mile long, I’m going to try to condense.

@theimpalpable​ @thewillfulones​ @elenaloveablekotsala​ @bloodbulletsandbytes​ @soulsunforgiven​ @mindsunmerciful​ @heartsunholy​ @cfneglect​ @arexyouxafraidxofxthexdark​ @warxpaiint​ @teaganbennett-irp @ariahmontero @samarariley @asheraxxx @sinfulhymns @theharpieoftroy

Those of you listed above fall into your very own category. You guys make tumblr such a joy. Having you on my dash makes this experience everything that it is. To each and every one of you. You’re so special to me. Whether we’ve been friends for a few years or a few months. You guys make this worthwhile. 

You’ve all got such incredible blogs with an abundance of fantastic characters. It’s been such an honor to write with you and interact with you out of character. You are such blessings to me and gifts to this community. You guys are the reason I still have threads to work on, on the regular. Without you, my life would be so boring and my writing experience on here wouldn’t be the same. 

You’re all special in different ways but the same in one respect. And that is, that I couldn’t ask for better friends or partners. Every single person listed above has been so supportive of me, not only in my creative endeavors with this massive blog that is constantly under construction that you continue to follow-- but also in general. I’ve had some shitty stuff happen during my time on indie and each and every one of you have come out for me on numerous occasions. 

Each and every one of your blogs is a must follow. You guys have no idea what you mean to me. I love all of you so much more than I can say. I admire each and everyone of you and am blessed to have you in my family on here. 

Thank you so much for sticking with me. Through the ups and the downs you guys have been nothing short of stellar. My God, I just love you so much. Keep shining like the very stars in the sky because that’s what you guys are. Beautiful lights that remind me why I do this.

And finally, to those of you who I either haven’t interacted with or don’t as much, but am dying to.

@bluclights @ofhexxedclaws​ @writteninthestcrs @darkestbeforedxwn @frombrokenplaces @powerlesstwin @advrn @camillelafaye @londonmob @fcrinas @hostilitics @telegion @daayaan @unrcvelme @cxrleonis @down-in-dixie

Know that I admire all of you from a far. I’m always impressed by what I see from all of you and if we haven’t spoken. It’s honestly because I’m too intimidated by your quality to approach you. But believe me when I say, I follow you because I want to interact with you and do every last damn thing. I’m just a baby bird who doesn’t know how to approach you. 

You guys have some serious skills and the things I see from you on my dash are pure magic. I’m blessed to be mutuals with most of you and I hope that someday extremely soon we will break the ice and start interacting with each other. 

why is my header so blurry agh

Since 2016 is drawing to a close, I thought I’d like to share my favorite bloggers! Know that I love each and every single one of you, and here’s to a great 2017!

bolded = mutuals 

italicized = favorites 

a-h: @acetonystark, @acuite, @adoniism, @adonisbabe, @alarkling, @antigonick, @aprhodites, @archistratego, @asteriea, @astraera, @astveria, @calliophies, @citriene, @constllate, @dawnisgone, @debussys, @dregs-of-the-barrel, @drownedpoet, @euinoia, @expatesque, @faizhang, @gahfa, @glitterdower, @hermionefrost, @hesitias, @hestialied, @histia, @hynpos, @hypnohs 

i-p: @ibuzoo, @illuminosity, @inkmagician, @kaznej, @lhzthepoet, @lindseymorgan, @lluminesque, @lxcuna, @magisteriumm, @merflk, @michelangehoe, @morpheuss, @murder-nerds, @nehmesis, @ninazaenik, @noahcznerys, @odeysseus, @opheliacq, @patroclux, @persrephone, @phillukas, @poeticmythology, @poetrylesbian, @prcserpina, @pushkins, @pvedameron

soo, this is a big, messy follow forever that is probably missing a bunch of people (sorry!) , but it's my first and it's about darn time i made one. as you may know, i've recently turned multfandom after being a one piece blog for a year and a half. as such, this is a very one piece-ish follow forever with a lot of op blogs (however if you aren't into one piece and are on here it means you're one of my first jojo mutuals and u cool so congrats read one piece). anyways, all these people are great and either make great art/graphics/stuff or are friends of mine, or are simply mutuals who i enjoy

#-D

5star-usopp | akagamis | akatsukii | anna-hiwatari | arrietties | arsmentae | artsycrapfromsai | bakaburg | bakankys | baltigo | blackbarbooks | calgaras | chizuyus | chokusenoni | chopper-hero | deer-head-xiris | deinstastic | dinosaurjockey | diomite | dressrosas | dressrouba

E-N

eudaimonarisornae | fujitora | gyrosass | harutenshi | iknowluffybro | indyctator | josuuke | josukehigashikatas | kagurad | kaldurrr | kaogummi | keinai | kikokus | killuar | krissum | kyokaens | kyyhky | lawluffles | mah-blackberreh | mainprotagonist | manlychan | maridoodles | minzapinza nelkk

O-R

okama-kenpo | okuyasu-higashikata | omisfly | onenakamapiece | ooonara ouka-shichibukai | poolnareff | precioushaise | punk-hazard-is-fucking-hot rankyakus | revolutionarykoala | ruffeh | ryuusouken

S-Z

sanjifap | scarecrowartist | seikens | serrende | shiroyohskulljokes | sleepysketcher | soongminho | spdwgn | straightwhitesanji | stripesandteeth | sxbo | totalspiffage | tsrawhats | undeadseanbean | unlimitedcruise | violaland | vvisti | weissofthecorax | wolf49 | xarciel | xiggymatsu | zato-one | zoans | zoefje | zorisama | zorosama

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I wanted to celebrate Christmas with this follow forever but apparently I finished by the time it was New Year's. Well late Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's to everyone! I wanted to make this short and sweet but most of the messages I give to everyone is sO LONG. I just want to say that I'm really thankful for all the people here throughout my years here and I hope we can all be a closer family next year like our SHINee babies ;3; If you're not on here that doesn't mean you reside on a lower level than these people you're all wonderful if I follow you or not okay. That and I really do tend to forget some blogs orz I'm so sorry oh god. Here let me give you some love /licks. What.

I want to give everyone something for the upcoming year but I have no money or the creativity to give everyone so orz. A selca? lmAO AHAH. HA...ha no. If people ask. Maybe. But here just { hover on your url for a Christmas present from me =w= }

them adorable cuties I talked to over the years ;n;

crispehlays | dubuwaffle | hawtae | iambestfriendshawol | igottakohim | infinitespacesbetweenstars | jikwons | lumilks | lushi-fer | seoulers | shiningshawol- | taeriyaki | taetaeroo | yixingno

senpai notice me I mean people I just will never unfollow and I just really want to talk to them but I'm just so shy because they're so amAZING and beautiful and oh god what is my life

amigonew | anatheia | bartholonew | envinae | jjongosaurus | jonghyun-ah | jongrex | jonqhyun | keyeomi | keynesis | kibum-shi | lastkim | littleshinee | mintokkies | mintyramen | neujeo | naeunsons | ohshinee | petitchu | seokzi | supemacky | taerection

them wonderful people that make my dash so jongtaestic I mean fantastic so full of shinee and somewhat other posts that make me laugh and damn I just love you let's get married and have babies before Jonghyun goes infertile I mean what

acciocastiell  adore-a-xing adrenatae ahjuicy alatarielz amphetaemine  ann-jong alatarielinthecranberrywoods allhailthe-maknae  arigataou  awkwardksoo  babyhyunnie baekhyunstrips baeklucent baeknini baekshitbyun baektoral-muscles beautyeol 2 3 bebhyun 2 bhaek block-speedoggtan  byuntella cereayeol  chaichanyeol 2 chanbaekaritz chancasso 2 changsha-prince chanlucinations  chanyoell chanyoool ch-e-nyeol cheeridyos coco-man daich-ii dazzlingkai d-efsoul 2 derpingwithexo dewusional dimpyeol  dohlicious do-luhans  doresque dosexsoo dyodaisy  dyoderu dyokoro  dyorable empire-of-kpop everyone-loves-jinki exioh exoarility  exoluxional  exoluxionary  flowereunwoo fnxiing  geminihelps glorious-soobooty goloveexo  harmonixing  headphonics heeyeon-s hztaos iknowyouknow insidyos itsjongin  jjanari  jhorsearmy jihos jinki-boo jinksus  jingle-all-the-tae jinsgurl jjongmintk 2  jong-bum jonghyuns-flat-ass 2 3 4 5 6 jonginence jonginmymind jonginsole  jonginssoo  jongwaedae jonqin  joohyuq joonmoans jpglay 2  junmyeonsbae just-jongin kaillusive  kai-loves-soo  kaisoosex kardashihun key-is-my-wife-k keyjink 2  kimbab-i  kim-kai  kimjcngins  kimjongkaissoo kinksoo kingkimkai  kjmkibvm kool-lay 2 kyungsfoo laemin 2 laemint luhannieoppa  luhan-vevo lullabyun 2 lusass  mangaetteok min-seoked-my-panties minsokk  mi-nseok modelsoo obliviatae 2  occasians oohsehnu overdoseu  parkjmxn pohroro qeutae vhope  saedoli sehbutts sehduce sehlestial sehuhuhu  sehutopia seoulene seoulsion 2  sesuns shineetho 2 shypcy 2 sikeu sinductive sinfulsoo sodonewithexo 2 3 soowriter seoulene spawnofsataem  ssehundred  syugaflake taelixirs taemajesty taendelion  taeriyaki