To Amelie
I don't know if you'll ever see this, or read it, but seeing as I never got to say goodbye, I need to say it.
Amelie, you are one of my best friends. You are one of those people I've never been mad against, and who's stuck with me through everything. You've comforted me, you've made me laugh, you've given me one of the best experiences on my life on Tumblr. When everything went wrong, you were always there for me, you always listened.
You're so precious to me that I can't even put it into words. I understand that you need to deal with the problems in your life, and I did know that eventually we would all have to leave. I didn't expect it to be this soon, but I understand -- I don't blame you.
I'm not mad at you; I could never be mad at you. I could only be mad that you could ask for me to forget you. I will never forget you, Amelie. Even if I never talk to you again, I promise I won't forget any of our moments together. I really wish I could have met you in real life. We live so close to each other; should I really stop hoping?
I hope you the best, Amelie. I hope that things will get better for you. I don't know if you'll ever come back, and I won't expect you to. I love you, okay? I love you so much, I don't what I'm going to do right now.
You've changed my life, Amelie. I hope you know that. I will miss you, so much. I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me. I really can't.
I love you.
Goodbye.












