(PART 2!) mother's special trager (and rickjer!) headcanons
*Trigger warning for drug use/addiction, disordered eating, and noncon*
DOCās are stimulants and depressants, mainly coke, mdma, valium, and xanax.
Has roofied himself on bad coke benders; itās actually the main reason he keeps a stash, believe it or not.
No weed. Ever. It makes him feel too Odd.
Not a habitual smoker, reserving cigs for when heās with Jeremy (who absolutely is), or the aforementioned benders. He despises the smell of stale cigarette smoke and HATES smelling it on his fingers. Will awkwardly drench himself in hand sanitizer most times he smokes.
Strangely enough, he doesnāt mind Jeremy smelling like smoke, and lets him smoke out the windows of his place. Being with Jeremy and not smelling it is more offputting than not. Mirrors the on-and-off tendencies of their relationship.
His mother used to smoke in the house when he was growing up, and his father similarly despised it. Dad confronted her about it one time, which led to her burning a hole in the sofa. He never gave her trouble again.
Prefers fuller-bodied red wines. White wine is usually out of the question (unless, of course, fish is on the menu), and nothing sparkling. Itās just too gay!!
Takes the whole ātwo martini lunchā thing very literally. Will opt for a dirty martini, or an espresso to keep him going.
Big fan of animal printābut never wearing it. Itās just something youād find around his home, specifically leopard.
Disordered eating habits. Heās incredibly self-conscious about his image, and skips meals. Almond-mom tendencies. Heās always been skin and bones, and tries to off-set it by working out rather than actually taking care of himself. Whether this leans into conscious self-harm is unknown even to him. Jeremy likes to make fun of him for it, but this only seems to encourage Tragerās habits further.
Incredibly tactile, scarcely letting go of Jeremy when theyāre together, which infuriates the latter. Like omg get off of me
A big factor in his fascination with doctors is the fact that they are always needed and wanted. It weighs on him, the way most people dread his presence at Mount Massive. While heās needed, he definitely isnāt wanted by most. Heās too apathetic to make any changes for the better. He just wallows about it, and it fuels his ārebelliousā desire to do whatever he pleases whenever.
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