#rick trager

i just realized i forgot to put a tw for drug addiction im such a failchud

HELLO!! I cooked some up for u :3 I hope they aren't too boring--I've always seen Jeremy as a very stoic guy.

Was very quiet growing up, and had a generally accepted reputation of being a good kid. He studied well in school, got good grades, took accelerated courses, and scarcely involved himself in the affairs of his peers. 

Socially, he was considered advanced, growing out of childish antics at a young age. It separated him from other kids. He found more enjoyment in his lonesome. 

He knew since middle school that he’d end up going into business.

His father was a lawyer, and his mother was a courthouse clerk. They met in their early 30s, and had him shortly after they married.

Has two younger siblings. Once he turned 18 and left for college, his parents divorced, greatly harming the relationship he had with his entire family.

In college, he started branching out, mostly for the purpose of networking. He joined a fraternity and went through a couple girlfriends. He never liked them much, or really the fraternity. Everything was a means to an end, padding out an underfilled social resume.

Started smoking and dabbling in substances through the frat. Developed a penchant for cigars and coke, but did his best not to become a full blown addict. 

He worked at a few startups and spearheaded operations in a temporary care psych facility, leading a fairly unassuming life, before finding Murkoff. He was a financial auditor for two Murkoff affiliated facilities before being recommended to apply at Mount Massive. They admired his drive and dutiful secrecy, and eased him into a leadership position. By the time Project Walrider was realized, he’d been leading operations there for about three years, and working there for four.

One of the first friends he made at Mount Massive was Trager, who’d started there four years before him. Blaire immediately clocked him as a phony conman, but admired his sheer audacity. He found Trager to be incredibly annoying and off-putting, but by far the most entertaining thing in the old asylum, not to mention efficient at his job. The two made a nightmarish pair.

They started spending time together outside of work almost as soon as they met. First, it was to engage in their mutual interest, golfing, then to do coke together outside of bathroom stalls. Then both at the same time! 

It was Trager who got Blaire really hooked on coke. The stuff Blaire was snorting before paled in comparison to what Trager was willing to pay for. It kept Blaire coming back for more, and gave Trager leverage against him to do what he pleased.

As Blaire’s addiction worsened, Trager took every opportunity to indulge in his growing crush on him. Doing escorts together eventually evolved into straight up fucking each other. Blaire had grown so attached through the drugs and forced proximity that he entertained their weird situationship despite being “definitely not a queer”

Not nearly as anal about how he’s perceived as Trager. He fusses far less about his appearance, and even less about how he carries himself. It’s very effortless for him to carry himself as powerful. He’s never seen himself as below anyone.

No workout routine, no diet, no fancy beauty products. He fr just vibes.

Hates nu wave. Trager tried to get him to come around on this. It did not work. He likes 80s hair metal, yacht rock, and The Doors.

Will smoke a pack a day if stressed. His home constantly reeks of stale smoke, as do his clothes. Trager insists they meet at his own apartment because of it.

Dutiful reader, always has been. He likes to read philosophy. It makes him feel smart.

Nsfw below!

I haven’t forgotten about my requests I promise 🥹 fat chance I’ll colour this but I’ll still post the sketch lol

*Trigger warning for drug use/addiction, disordered eating, and noncon*

DOC’s are stimulants and depressants, mainly coke, mdma, valium, and xanax.

Has roofied himself on bad coke benders; it’s actually the main reason he keeps a stash, believe it or not.

No weed. Ever. It makes him feel too Odd.

Not a habitual smoker, reserving cigs for when he’s with Jeremy (who absolutely is), or the aforementioned benders. He despises the smell of stale cigarette smoke and HATES smelling it on his fingers. Will awkwardly drench himself in hand sanitizer most times he smokes.

Strangely enough, he doesn’t mind Jeremy smelling like smoke, and lets him smoke out the windows of his place. Being with Jeremy and not smelling it is more offputting than not. Mirrors the on-and-off tendencies of their relationship.

His mother used to smoke in the house when he was growing up, and his father similarly despised it. Dad confronted her about it one time, which led to her burning a hole in the sofa. He never gave her trouble again.

Prefers fuller-bodied red wines. White wine is usually out of the question (unless, of course, fish is on the menu), and nothing sparkling. It’s just too gay!!

Takes the whole “two martini lunch” thing very literally. Will opt for a dirty martini, or an espresso to keep him going.

Big fan of animal print—but never wearing it. It’s just something you’d find around his home, specifically leopard.

Disordered eating habits. He’s incredibly self-conscious about his image, and skips meals. Almond-mom tendencies. He’s always been skin and bones, and tries to off-set it by working out rather than actually taking care of himself. Whether this leans into conscious self-harm is unknown even to him. Jeremy likes to make fun of him for it, but this only seems to encourage Trager’s habits further.

Incredibly tactile, scarcely letting go of Jeremy when they’re together, which infuriates the latter. Like omg get off of me

A big factor in his fascination with doctors is the fact that they are always needed and wanted. It weighs on him, the way most people dread his presence at Mount Massive. While he’s needed, he definitely isn’t wanted by most. He’s too apathetic to make any changes for the better. He just wallows about it, and it fuels his “rebellious” desire to do whatever he pleases whenever.

Nsfw belowwwwww

who fw genderbent trager

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