#floch foster

In a world where the average soldier life span is 40 years old at best, where time is too short to live properly, where war was imminent and unpredictable. In this world, feelings had no turn.

That is what Floch learned.

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He never noticed him until he noticed him. Body burnt beyond recognition, the faintest of breathings indicating that below all that charred and melted skin still lived a boy. He watched in horror as the captain made his decision, essentially dooming their entire military to lose a hero. As the titan rose, skinny and deformed, lifting the screaming shifter to his unfortunate demise, Floch felt for the first time.

Rage

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Eren was the embodiment of pathetic.

Tall, lanky and stupid. How could a boy like that rank as a top 10, fight as a survey corps soldier and yet the demon he transformed into was the only remarkable thing about him.

Floch wanted to laugh. Scorn he felt towards that boy.

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Anxiety. His eyes made him nervous. A stark shade of blue that saw more than it should. Eyes that rarely acknowledged Floch, but sent a chill down his spine when they finally did.

His eyes were dull, empty blue, but sharp as a predator, not something he ever thought would describe someone like Armin Arlert.

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Hope. He felt hope for the first time in his life, coming from said pathetic Eren Yeager. He still felt whiplash from how fast his demeanor changed towards the titan shifter, but he would not have it any other way.

"I can trust you, right?"

Floch nodded eagerly. He would do everything in his power to fulfil Eren's wishes.

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Floch was a mad man. Utterly mad, but smart enough to not act upon it.

He should feel hate and despise towards the blond man- and in a way he did hate and despised Armin Arlert - but he could also not shake a strange feeling.

Fascination. Floch felt an unwelcome fascination hearing the blond man speak, read between the lines, his disturbing silence and apathy while destroying hundreds of ships.

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He was frustrated.

Eren was a quiet man these days, but Floch noticed how his eyes followed the blond man. Following the green-eyed gaze, Floch saw as Armin sat down tiredly, titan marks still fading. There was some sort of unearthly beauty in seeing the purple bags under blue eyes, the dampness of the short blond hair, the contrast of the dark shirt on his milky skin

Floch would never be him.

He saw as Eren stood, motioning for Floch to stay in place. The ginger watched as he walked down the dinning hall, stopping at a table and touching Armin's shoulder - silently inviting him to speak. To most likely everyone's surprise, Armin nodded and followed him despite their strained friendship.

Floch could not help but follow them. Even if he had to disobey Eren.

Watching from a safe distance, he saw as both childhood friends stood side by side, not a word uttered. Floch waited for what seemed hours for them to interact, to speak, to react.

Eren was the first to break - his hope broke. Armin remained looking upfront, arms crossed tightly on his chest. Eren spoke, too fast for the ginger to read his lips, but Armin understood - if his jaw clenching was any indication. In horror, Floch watched as Eren's fingers caressed the blond's face, green eyes softening and tall body cutting the distance between them.

Floch would never have what they had.

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As he watched Armin's hardened face, blue eyes still red due to the news, Floch never felt more satisfied. The blonde man torned Eren's letter into pieces, breathing in rage and trying to remain calm at the same time.

Floch landed his venomous words, draining more satisfaction from Armin's suffering.

The blonde man had never given Floch an answer, a reaction to his abuse. Not that he cared, it did not matter.

alright— floch with such an affectionate significant other makes him soft

despite his outspokenness, it can be hard for him at times to be completely honest emotionally

but with you, he feels at home

might have lowkey mommy issues

would often give you a laugh or two if you’re visibly doting on him like a mom

but he not-so-secretly loves it

like he’d try to be discreet, but it’s painfully obvious

“do you i look like a baby to you?” he’d tease at times

just to get a reaction out of it

more than often, you’d laugh along him

or simply tell him “yes, you do” just to get a reaction out of him

floch would probably dismiss that — he doesn’t likes to be actually called a baby

he’s strong

or so he believes

but he actually find comforts with you like he has with none other

and he’s genuinely grateful for that

his favorite part of the day would be when you’d tuck in for the night with his head on your chest

his arms would be tightly wrapped around — in some ways, almost clinging like a baby

you’d smile at that sight

“don’t stare, it’s creepy, mommy”

he’d close his eyes whenever you run your fingers through his hair and hum

and before you know it, he’d be asleep

— in a matter of seconds

if you’re not around, he’d probably sleep with background noise to not feel your lack of presence

or else it’s hard for him to fall asleep

you hold too much power over the poor guy, trust me

armin arlert

at first, armin would be a little awkward.

it’s not that he doesn’t like the affection or the way you treat him

it just makes him flustered and catches him off guard at times

not in a bad way however

honestly, he finds it kinda— no, extremely cute the way you dote on him like a mom

he’d smile faintly whenever you’d pull his head to your chest at night

absolutely loves the feeling of it; the way he can hear the soft rhythm of your heartbeat and the warmth of your body

especially the way your fingers thread through his silky locks

it never ceases to make his cheeks red

and if he’s stressed, that always ensures him a good sleep that he otherwise won’t get on his own

expect him to tease you here and there

“if we get kids, i’m going to be jealous of those poor things”

you’d probably laugh harder than intended

“but you’ll always be my baby, baby” you’d tease back

he’d grin, definitely pleased with that answer

there’s something completely different about being babied like this by you

he never thought he’d be craving it to this degree, but he does feel it whenever you’re not around

especially the way you hum him to sleep at night

doesn’t likes the silence if you’re not around; it reminds him of your lack of presence

probably has a picture of you in his wallet that he always looks at if you’re not there

might become just a tiny bit moody if you leave him on his own for too long

the guy needs you

you definitely have made him an addict

jean kirstein

oh boy, this man knows how to tease

he doesn’t take being babied by you too seriously and finds it kinda cute

he thinks you’re his little princess, but he’d still play along and let himself be your little boy

he loves all that affection and attention, and wouldn’t hesitate to express that

would often smirk at you

and wouldn’t hesitate to call you a ‘mommy’ if you’re acting motherly

“‘s that so mommy?” — he’d often say that in return to your words.

highkey has a mommy kink

if that name gets to you, his teasing isn’t going to stop anytime soon

once he probably said it in front of your friends which left you quite flustered

you had to explain to them for some reason that it’s ‘not like that’, just to clear things up

meanwhile jean is really ‘who cares’

and he loves seeing you flustered

he’d definitely call you mommy in bed sometime too

though all teasings aside, jean really loves the affection

you’re so soft and it drives him insane

when you’d head to bed, he’d be resting his head on your chest before you even ask or attempt to

because he probably craves that more than you do anyway

also, he’s definitely in loves with your boobs and how soft they feels

this is probably a routine

when it became that? no ones knows

it sorta just happened

he’d hum softly when you’d run your fingers through his hair in satisfaction

he’s probably more addicted to it and you than he thinks

levi's blue eyes in today's episode took my breath away; i think it's the first time we get to properly see the colour of his eyes. his relationship with hange is so precious, they both care so much for each other. furthermore, he is so, so in love with erwin, still. Him remembering erwin just breaks my heart into pieces. and the way he faced magath, so vulnerable and defenceless.. please, PLEASE! leave my boy alone.

Connie remembering Sasha during a meltdown, implicitly describing her as his platonic half/soulmate, claiming she would have understood how he was feeling because they had such a visceral bond. officer? that shit right there. yes.

also.... bless falco really, this boy is so pure and naive, just as children should be. when he breaks down after hearing about mr.galliard (i am still crying and i am NOT over it, by any chance) and colt i think all my motherly instincts kicked in.

ARMIN ALMOST FEEDING HIMSELF TO CONNIE'S MUM?? AINT NO TIME TO JOKE BOY. SIT THE FUCK DOWN.

seeing mikasa today broke my heart, i just want to protect her at all costs. i love the way we got to see the duality and the emotional strength this woman has. she went through a massive breakdown and yet still managed to be the baddest, coldest, strongest soldier. this is all i'm gonna say. she is my baby, i wanna hug her forever.

loved the hange- sort of comic relief - moment in which they asked pieck if she brushed her titans' teeth. i know that scene was very emotional (jean, baby.. lemme hug you too.) but because of the commonly known headcanon of hange never showering and just being a stinky individual just made me laugh so bad!!!!

floch...... you are the WORSEST