#fivepipsandflowers

I’m so excited and you’re just so lovely for sticking with this and seeing it through. ^_^

<3 <3 <3

Hay, even though you felt it was your dream job, the fact that they didn't choose you means that they probably weren't as good a fit as you hoped. It sucks, and I'm sorry you didn't get it, but don't beat yourself up. You have worth beyond what people pay you for.

He runs his hands over his face, tips his head back. It’s like the thrill of a chase, the yearning for a shot, the reassurance of John’s company but different, totally different, spread out over his skin and nerves and into his bones. Can’t be ignored, can’t be compartmentalised, can’t be reasoned away.

He needs to find a way to get rid of it or he’ll go mad, and he needs his wits about him now more than ever. He can’t afford distraction, he need to concentrate, to think, and yet all he can think of now is –

oh my god I’m writing for them too and you are going to CRUSH ME AND MY THIRTY-FIVE HUNDRED WORDS, PASI

on the plus side now feeling much better than I also have not anywhere near finished

ohh darling. I thought you’d written 35 thousand for a bit and went oh well that’s impressive too and then I reread. But, like, come on, we both know well enough that lots of words doesn’t equal good words. And you’re good at wording, so. 

Also, I would like to say that this one got out of control, but not even that is true. @fivepipsandflowers handed me the prompt and I was like

“...”

<blinks>

Relationship status – Indefinitely single (aroace here, lol) 

Lipstick or Chapstick – Chapstick all the way!

Last Song I Listened To – History Maker by Dean Fujioka (I’m not addicted to YOI, I can stop any time I want, thank you very much)

Last Movie I Watched – Uh, Resident Evil: Retribution?? (idk it was something that was on TV...pretty sure it was one of the REs)

Top 3 Characters – At the moment? Genesis Rhapsodos, Zack Fair, & Mycroft Holmes (we’ll see what happens whenever I find a new fandom)

Top Three Ships – Again, at the moment? Genesis/Cloud, Genesis/Zack, Angeal/Zack (Sorry Mycroft. Sherlock fandom is just not for me atm)

tagged by: @kittenfair (Thank you so much! <3)

tagging:  Only 9? Hahahaha…

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Oh man, I hate recommending exercise because I sound like a healthy nut and of course it doesn't cure everything but it has really helped me. Also maybe look into Aniracetam? It's a fairly gentle/non-addictive nootropic that helps with focus and also reducing anxiety/depression.

Oh, I do think he had sex multiple times, mostly with men but also with women and I also love the idea of him being one of Irene’s clients. The isolation is emotional, at least in my opinion, and sex for him is just sex, something to manipulate people with or just a way to release the stress and have fun. 

Under the cut because since you spelled the ship name is gonna show in the tag and I don’t want to spam it