I wish I could just be free and not worry.
My aunt was murdered by her husband who was released and their kid lived with me but you say don’t worry.
My grandmother has 9 kids, my mom is fostering her dead sisters child, paying the bills at her fulltime job but grandma needs her diaper changes and you say don’t worry.
My mom worked so much that my cousin school teachers are calling me & I’m only 16 and you say don’t worry.
My mom chose a man and a nephew who would never love her over my father and me. But you say don’t worry.
I’m a first generation graduate with a bachelors and then a master’s degree and you ask where is my money? But when my mom left dad was living check to check. But you say don’t worry.
My dad lost his job today. I have 2 jobs but I can no longer buy a house myself. My dad looks tearful but I can’t show I’m worried so I cry in the car so he won’t see me.
I wish I could just be a normal 20 something and I wish I could’ve just been a teen.
I envy the girls at their weddings and who have that. “Typical” American dream.
I feel upset because I feel this way.
So just pray for me.
