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Sometimes you just need a break. In a beautiful place. Alone. To figure things out. . From Pinterest and Quotlr . #Affirmation #Solitude #GetAwayFromItAll #FindPeace #FindContentment #FigureThingsOut #MakeSenseOfTheWorld

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Thinking back on why I moved back South about 9 months ago I think to myself 'what did I have planned?' Ultimately I thought Eric and I would move in together but possibly underneath it all I knew he was going to leave me. How did I sense such a tragedy coming on? Thinking about my happiness currently I feel as if it doesn't even exist. Was I really that happy a year ago? No. I had happy times but obviously the long distance was a disaster and it was something that couldn't continue too long. What makes me sick is knowing he could walk away and never see me or speak to me again. After all that time and all the memories how could one just decide to disappear? Now that he's gone I haven't the slightest idea what to do with my life now. I have no idea what makes me happy. I have no idea what I'm passionate about. I'm alone. My very best friend lives 9 hours away. I miss her very much and going through all of this makes it that much harder to get through everything. I really have no idea what to do next. I don't know a time in my life I've felt this low. I just want to believe things will turn around and I will figure it out. However I'm not sure how that will happen if I don't make some sort of change in my life. I really don't know what to do next. I'm lost.