#fight2live

So, today, February 8, marks 2 years. How did I get so lucky? I love birthdays and I have 2 now. I didn’t celebrate January 10...I couldn’t, but I was able to enjoy today. Reflecting on the last 2 years...processing the latest reports and results...I have made the decision to LIVE! This constant battle with my body is draining and exhausting. It is literally the most challenging experience that anyone would have to deal with. And trust me, most do not. A lot of people give up. Truth! But today, on my SCT birthday I made the decision that despite the medical reports, despite the facts given from the latest set of tests, regardless of how tired I am fighting my mind, body and spirit to keep going...I choose to LIVE! I can’t guarantee that the tears will stop. Or that I will want to stay in bed unable to move tomorrow. But today, February 8, I celebrate the last 2 years of life God granted me. Hallelujah! 💛 #MoachasJourney #LivingTestimony #GodsPlan #Fight2Live #purpose #stemcelltransplant #systemicsclerosis #live #celebrate #blogger #pray #MyStory #prayershelped #hallelujah • Check out my blog for January 10 my original/formal birthday post. Link in bio. 💋

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One of the beautiful things about this journey called life is that every day is new. The clock...time it keeps going no matter what. Today...this moment...it's never been experienced before now. Welcome July. I am grateful to be alive. Humbled to make memories. And ecstatic to witness the continuous growth and development I get to experience. I am very different this July than I was last year. I see differently. Hear differently. Feel differently. Care differently. And most importantly LOVE differently. Hello July! #MoachasJourney #July #ButterflyLife #chronic2terminal #fight2live #LivingTestimony #GodsWill #systemicsclerosis #stemcelltransplant #Love #Humble

Someone asked me how I was doing today. And seriously, I wanted to break down in tears and tell them that the pain is winning today. That I literally have no more fight in me. BUT that was just a quick thought and I closed my eyes, exhaled and said, "I am doing absolutely wonderful. Would you like to know why? Because I get to see today. Hallelujah!!! Doctors and science say that I shouldn't be here today. But I'm here. What!!!! Hallelujah!!!" I don't know about you but I am GRATEFUL for June. I blessed beyond measure. I'm grateful for this pain. Because it's a reminder that I'm here and still fighting. 🦋 #MoachasJourney #June #grateful #GodsPlan #Reminder #winning #fight #chronic2terminal #fight2live

The moment the hospital calls and tells you they found something and you must come back right away. I promise the devil is busy. I am screaming with tears. I am spinning with confusion. He told me He wouldn't put more on me than I can bear. I need strength. I am fearful to ask for prayer on my public platforms anymore, because I have followers that don't wish me well and have malice intent on my well being. All I can do is lay here, shaking, scared and stand faithful that God's purpose is larger than my physical existence. Stand faithful that there is NOTHING that God does without PURPOSE. 🙏🏿#MoachasJourney #Purpose #Focus #chronic2terminal #fight2live #Faithful #GodsPlan #strength #pray #GodHasThis #LivingTestimony 🦋

I love when seasons change. 🦋 Out with the old...in with the new. Happy first day of spring. 🌻 💋 #MoachasJourney #FirstDayofSpring #Faith #Hope #Prayer #Focus #seasons #Spring #chronic2terminal #fight2live #ItsBiggerThanMe

Faith of a mustard seed. 🙏🏿 I've been fascinated with butterflies since I was a little girl. I grew up in a era when playing outside was what kids did. I remember the day I saw my first caterpillar 🐛. I literally can remember the exact concrete slab it was on in front of my house on Glasgow. To me, even as a "funny looking worm with legs", I saw its beauty. I watched it inch its way into the grass for a long time and wondered what it would become. Butterflies not only symbolize transformation, but strength, perseverance, patience, humbleness, freedom, hope, peace and faith. The noise is loud around me right now. Deafening noise. I've been trying to flood my mind with scripture. Positive messages. Calming music. Good vibes to silence the noise. And just when I waved the white flag, the butterflies whispered, "have faith". 🦋 #MoachasJourney #faith #transformation #butterflies #stemcelltransplant #fight2live #chronic2terminal #whisper #systemicsclerosis #silence #scleroderma #bestill #God #pray #faithofamustardseed #caterpillar #strength #patience #perserverance #humbleness #freedom #hope #peace #goodvibes #scripture #calm 💋