Just in normal conversation, nothing unusual.

One of my closest friends heard.

"No. If you say that again I'll throw this at you." Or something like that.

People have told me nice things about me. Tried to make me see my own worth. And I'm grateful for that.

But it was when someone took an offhand comment seriously. When my friend defended me from myself that hit me hardest.

Telling me I'm not garbage is nice. But not being allowed to call myself garbage... It's this realization that someone would fight for me rather than support me that makes me feel valued. I was told angrily, in no uncertain terms that I was wrong.

It's great to have friends who will be kind. But then there's friends who fight for you. Even if you're fighting yourself.

And if she'll fight for me, maybe I shouldn't give up fighting for myself.

So to anyone who reads this, don't give up.

I can feel them staring, stalking me throughout the endless nights when i cant sleep. I sense they are just waiting for the exact moment I lower my defenses to atack with all they got. 

I wont let them, I became stronger than them, I know I can defeat and imprision them when I fight back, sooner or later and all by myself, those creatures I had learn to live with.

All this being said, you dont have any idea how much I want to talk to you, the scar you left me with still hurts to this day and it aches like “Harry Potter” everytime he encounters “Voldemort”. 

Im not asking you to help me fight my battles, I can win them. I just would love to see you again to tell you “im fine” by my own, and also see how  the battles i tried to help you with (which feels like it was decades ago) are going.

I came to realize better than anyone (trust me on this one) what it takes to rise victorious against “them”...

Its funny how I am conscious that there is like one chance in a billion you see this posts, cause lets face it, I used tumblr before just to leave hints at you indirectly, you know me, but hey this time is diferent becouse previously you knew where to look, plus im writting everything in english.

You get to fight with a super hero in Superhero Avengers Infinity – Karate Fight Game. So what is it about anyways? Superhero Avengers Infinity – Karate Fight Gameis pretty simple to play and yet highly exciting as a game app. The background scene of the game is quite impressive within itself. There appear all the super heroes with extra effects making them look irresistibly cool and awesome. There you can also like the app if, well you do and we are just so damn sure you gonna love it once you play Superhero Avengers Infinity – Karate Fight Game. At the right of the screen appears the play button which you can confuse with the video button so it was important to mention. After hitting the play button, you are taken by the app to a screen wherein you can select your character. Mind you, it is a vital decision if you are willing to win the battle and not just goofing around with the super heroes just for the sake for it. Haha, whatever.

Now as a gamer my self, I prefer others who are pretty serious in playing a video game. They take it as a matter of life and death. Ok that must have sounded pretty intense and well can you blame me. In case you are a hard core gamer your self, you would end up doing nothing but agree with me on this; that when you play a game, you take a solemn silent oath of doing justice with it and playing it in a serious manner. This is what Superhero Avengers Infinity – Karate Fight Game requires from you as well. You have got to be cautious of your decision to the likes of selecting your character.

Games with Gold January 2017

Microsoft has revealed the Games with Gold line up for January 2017. Let’s see what’s worth downloading next month. World of Van Helsing: Deathtrap Xbox One January 1-31 – Deathtrap is a Tower Defense game with strong action-RPG elements, a game of vicious tricks, killing machines, rotating blades and splattering blood. Killer Instinct Season 2 Ultra Edition Xbox One January 16-February 15 –…