#fictonfolk

HOW do i ease the dysphoria that comes from being a COOKIE. how do I cope with missing the people from source. I will NEVER get to see those people again. Penny ?? my girl ?? never again. Wolvie ?? spidey ?? BLIND AL BRO. I MISS MY OLD BLIND WOMAN.

and the dysphoria I get from my universe as deadpool is astronomical. I can't just regrow my parts and it makes me so upset, bc thats my WHOLE THING ?? and theres no way for me to have that again ?? AND MICHAEL AFTON im not ROTTING ?? and I cant have that until im dead, and like, once im dead im gone ??

this universe SUCKS and I wanna be split back into all of my other ones 😕

welcome to my kin blog ! this is a chuuya pancharakin blog.

yes I cannot stop making these even though I will end up abandoning them like every single other one. unlike my main (side) blog @ladyatpenta , this one is on a whole other account, so you'll get follows and likes from here.

I go by most of my kin names, however on this blog I'd prefer to be referred to as chuuya (don't separate me from my source). sourcemates and mutuals are free to call me what they'd like, though strangers please stick to calling „ nakahara ". I believe I am chuuya irl and in every possible way + universe, so under no circumstances will I want to be seen as separate from my media / "kin". here's the rest of my bsd kinlist !!

I use all pronouns (she, he, che, them, it), though on this blog I'm only to be referred to using he / it (che / them is fine as well). I'm panromantic ace / repulsed and agender + genderflux, afab if I must note.

I'm 17 (04.20). I'm autistic with cptsd, hpd and possible bpd. I have many headmates, and my chuuya co-host may post on here sometimes ! if he does, that will be made obvious.

I don't have a dni, though I'd prefer if chuuya and amo doubles just blocked me. I don't believe in them, and despite having "mirror boundaries", I get easily irked by them which just leads me to. not want to interact with them. at all. other than that I don't really mind. I'm a bit iffy with sourcemates, though that's because I'm quite awkward. (osamu factory please shut down. I have met 26 dazai kins and I know about 13 of them quite well. I will be complaining about the next dazai kin, fictive, literally whoever I see for a week if one of you show up again /lh kinda)

I'm getting back into bsd again properly after finding out our gatekeeper Rosen used to be interested in source years ago (love was our main host at some points of our life), so I haven't gotten through everything. if I could just snatch the memories from them I would. unfortunately hers are very separate from everyone elses and I have no access at all unless love is fronting. which is almost never as then it messes up the gatekeeping completely and takes ages to fix again. I do not mind spoilers at all though "spoiler" me all you like

this blog will have mentions of sensitive topics, include vulgar language, and is probably not suited for those who do not like to involve themselves in discourse on kin topics (and maybe others ....??1?2?2?)

please take to mind that I am endo neutral (I'm uneducated about the topic and I simply do not take a stance. no don't try to lecture me about it I DO NOT GIVE A FUFUFUFUFUUUCCCCKKKKK), I don't believe tulpamancy = plurality (please educate yourself about my culture for fucks sake. I don't support tulpamancy either if it wasn't involved in your culture. it's closed for a reason), and I'm alright with radqueer identities. I take no stance on darkshipping, but I am a victim of csa and abuse in general so. don't be surprised if I block you because of ships that might trigger me. im a compulsive liar, so if I just randomly say anything you know obviously doesn't add up, it's probably because of that thumbs down emoji. I might consider myself a lifestyle jirai though I do nooot know yeetttt....

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Wellcome to my cave, i am hojita but you can call me fatima. I have been an alterhuman since 2023. (Both therian an fictionkin, but i didnt know that term.)

Meet my kintypes ;

Also, remember that i have audhd and c-pstd. Be patient with me.