#fictive?

Tried out a new brush, how we feelin about it chat? Also im probably gonna make the alter redraws a series because a lot of my art is DATED

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I knew we had a child together and that was Rory. Vani (Chloe) had a difficult time accepting her as his, this is a different life than that one. While Rory did go to him when I was unavailable, as soon as I was, she latched onto me. How close we have been has given me the impression our canon diverged even more from the source. I had a theory that she had stayed with me and if anything, Vani was appointed an important role, and he was the one that had to leave. She was never an adult in our system, until my split. She was always a child when it was only Vani. While she has regressed here and there it was only very recently that Vani accepted her as his and she now can appear as a range of ages. I believe she subconsciously presented herself in a way that we would recognize her. I had seen her reach adulthood, Vani didn't.

Not long ago Vani had a memory resurface. He was in the kitchen working on cooking something. Rory and another child were standing there talking to him as he worked and watched him. (Perhaps the other was Charlie? Trixie didn't exist in our canon. Our timeline was shifted.) Rory was probably around 4 or 5, the other child seemed slightly older maybe 6 or 7. Something that surprised us was that he was pregnant and likely in his 2nd trimester. He started feeling extremely ill as if he might faint and had figured he was on his feet too long. He went to pull a chair over to the counter and felt shooting pains as he tried to move it. He had to lean on it to try to catch his breath and it moved and he fell. He vaguely recalled at some point one of the kids said he was bleeding, but everything was jumbled. He was too dizzy and weak to get up and wasn't responding to them. Rory was yelling "help daddy fell." He lost consciousness but he thought he heard me speaking to him and felt like he was floating.

she/her - Root/roots - Herb/herbs - glade/glades - Thorn/thorns - coffee/coffees - latte/lattes - cherry/cherries - stone/stones - Vale/vales - sol/sols - lun/luns

^ Pronouns

Cappu | Capp | Cappy | Thicket | Meadow | Brook | Cascade | Flint

^ Names

Cottagebotic | Lilredhoodic | Cottagefemme | Colleuphoric | Floradeeric | Foxgender | Bugboy | Luminforestflooric | FELVESTARCOZiC

^ Genders

Cottagecore, cute things, soft Moss, comfortably laying in the grass, collecting flowers, pressing flowers, bugs, insect taxidermy, beetles in specific, "Sleeping in the kitchen" By Madeleine May, Gemstones, forests, Creeks, rivers, pretty jewelry, lotus flowers, Wicker baskets, Bread, Quilts and patchwork blankets, Mason jars filled with jam, porcelain teacups, Floral-patterned dresses, Soft straw hats?? , Old books and poetry, Porcelain dolls, Handmade candles, sun dried herbs, Vintage keys, Delicate china plates, Botany, herbology, Eggs, chickens

^ likes

Fox | chicken | Deer | Insect (praying mantis) | Moss | Dandelion

Greetings~! I'm Aevaryn.

I'm the son of Xanthe, Seran(?), Rowan, and Visarden. Faerie logic, we can have more than two natural parents. And I'm already adult-aged because. Again, Faerie logic.

I'm being wed soon within the inworld and the entire thing has me... sentimental? Sensitive?

It's unfortunate that I only have one parent left to see me wed. Rowan lives, but of course, it's advantageous to them to pretend I don't exist. Not that I would lower myself to inviting them if they didn't. Visarden is gone. If Seran does live, and they and Helen/Xavia are the same person, they also don't acknowledge my existence.

Rowan created my brother and I to forge a new tie to Xanthe. But like this mind seems to do, when Xanthe grew attached to Irran and I, it created us as more than just Rowan's characters. I know the psychological implications of my creation; it doesn't change who I still consider my parents and the multiple people I resemble.

I still have access to those bygone chats. Of Rowan describing our childhood mischiefs, pointing out that I had Visarden's cheekbones. My very "baby book" is a manipulative ploy and I've had to come to terms with that.

And as something as joyful as a wedding is coming to pass, it does sadden me that so many of whom had a hand in creating me won't be around for the celebration. Kaspar has been a stellar grandparent and Vex, a brilliant grandmother. Phisoxa will likely make it as well. And Xanthe is a parent that, despite not initially desiring children, wanted me to exist so keenly that I lived on in the headspace. I'll never discount that.

I know many have estranged parents or deceased parents. I'm not unique in that. But having parents that deny you've ever existed is particularly melancholy I've been feeling lately.