#ffmf

I found myself in a bit of an art block and this was the only thing that cured it. I made these flags because they are either ones my friends identify with or asked me to make specifically; don’t worry, more are on their way.

Agenda : Le réseau de l'AMFP RATP ouvert au public à La Varenne (94)

Episode 402 • L’Amicale des Modélistes Ferroviaires du Personnel de la RATP (AMFP RATP) sera heureuse d’accueillir le public à l’occasion de ses week-ends portes ouvertes en décembre. En janvier dernier, je vous avais évoqué le grand réseau Ho de l’AMFP RATP et l’avenir incertain qui le menaçait de destruction. Il semble que, depuis cette date, les discrètes négociations entre les différents…

Hey all, I hope you're having a good and Merry Christmas!

A while ago, while desperately looking for my netball shirt, I came across an old fossil - a motivational board about losing weight. I made this about 2-3 years ago, when I was trying to restart my diet for the 2000th time.

It made me think of how long I've been trying to lose weight, and have been failing to do so. But for the first time since... ever, I've actually stuck to a healthy eating and regular exercise plan. I remember making a mental note that until I lose weight, I won't buy myself any new clothes. The good part is that I actually stuck to not buying clothes, but the bad part is that I never lost weight.

I've put off getting, trying and doing new things because of my weight - I even hated the idea of going window shopping because I would think 'oh look, another item of clothing that would make me look like an exploding stress ball'.

Now that I'm in a regular pattern, I want to reward myself for every single kg lost.

Currently, I weigh 84.8kgs !!! I wrote this post a while ago, and kind of forgot about it. But here it is anyways...

I recommend you all try this, it might help keep you on track!

SW: 94.2kgs

CW: 84.8kgs

GW1: 90.0kgs

89kgs

88kgs

87kgs

86kgs

GW2: 85.0kgs - Weekend away with friends 

Planning a three day camping trip with my friends for New Years 

84kgs - Shopping spree

This was the first time I had gone shopping in almost two years !

83kgs - Second ear piercing

82kgs - Gym clothes shopping

81kgs - New sports shoes

GW3: 80kgs - Get my hair done (braids or a weave)

79kgs - Facial (face peel)

78kgs - Third ear piercing

77kgs - New [ and my first ever ] bikini

76kgs - Shopping spree!!

UGW: 75kgs - Join an acting agency

I've always wanted to join an acting agency ever since I was young(er)! But I never did because I didn't think I would get many jobs.

My ultimate goal though is: happiness, confidence, and self love !!!

The list above is full of superficial items (that I really, really want...) but I know that as time goes along, my confidence and love for myself with definitely grow - leading to happiness within.

Thank you all for reading this, it was quite personal so I'm happy I could share it with those who cares. Don’t forget to keep up with me on my instagram page!

Have a good day further,