-I run over to firework sobbing-
Y- your ok, right??
*Im startled by the touch, shapeshifting down back to seven feet tall so I can pick up Cory*
I-I'm mostly intact- mostly. *I shift my stance, awakard hesitation taking the moment before I speak, my tail raised like a scared animal. My voice drops low to a gentle whisper as I look cory in the face with way more gravity than any gem power could aim to imitate* There's.. Going to be changes. It's not something I want to explain in massive detail just yet- You can and should rest before any of that.. But I want you to know I might need more help going forward. what happened to me isnt a one-off thing, it never was. if you see my- eh... more animalistic features getting more pronounced, I need you to tell me. Or anyone for that matter, like Jasper, or grandma Iridescence.. I might need help,- help calming down, help remembering whats happening around me, or even that im just not alone. I dont have my voice when its like this, but I will always love you to listen to yours. that's the one part that'll make it all work, the part where I love you.
even when im a glorified beast baring my fangs at the slightest provokation, It's going to be you I'll melt for. its called feralization- or 'going feral', and its exclusive to solid gems like me, mother, or any of the gems in the federation. A-and dont let anyone try and fuse with me during that time.












