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Just think of the possibilities!!! His abandonment issues, his fear to attach to women and yet his attempt and failure to connect with Jian Lian (only woman he ever liked) that only deepens his trauma.

And Mu Qing. Who just reminds him of his mother both for cold demeanour and fact that he left! And feng xin cannot trust him because he is so so afraid to trust someone whom he cannot understand, and it’s easier for him to believe mu qing is calculating bitch who easily abandoned them (him) than actually be someone caring. It’s like understanding and forgiving mu qing = forgiving his mom and oh booooy it goes deep

Chapter 15 is out of my fanfic Locked Hearts!

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Second of all, ok I don’t know what’s got in my head recently but I couldn’t not think oh my god Charlie acts exactly like my dad Feng Xin

Yes, feng xin! Being ex boxer being a mess a failure an angry and impatient dick being a father to a son he does not want to know and does not want to take responsibility of because he is too deep into being a failure that he cannot let himself hope he deserves something in this life

And omg Mike! I probably need a separate rant about how cool that kid is and how perfectly scriptwriters got the modern kid attitude! So good I got jealous……I want cuo cuo to be like Mike, I want him to be cool, temperamental, smart (mother’s genes), witty, stubborn (oops dad here), I want him to constantly bump heads with feng xin and not swallow his shit because that is what this adult ass silly man needs for once in his life

And then I thought…..ok mu qing? Can I find my precious out there? Unfortunately, yes, I can, and no, it’s not Bailey (she sort of reminded me of Jian Lan A LOT but like….the mother should be dead by the plot so I have no idea what does that suppose to mean and I don’t want jl be dead tbh I love her). So yeah, when I saw Tak Mashido and his (exceptionally) pretty face and (exceptionally) arrogant attitude, temperamental issues and well big ass brain I just knew this is mu qing’s place in this story…….. they haven’t talked but I am not spoiling you the end and well

I would want to think how to make an underdog failure boxer with kid and miraculous robot interact with the genius engineer behind the world robox champion whom he obviously pisses off like big time