#fengjiu

A principio, é apenas para esquecer a dor e a onda de pensamentos autodepreciativos que consomem sua mente. No entanto, em um belo dia ensolarado, ele acaba conhecendo Shen Jiu.

O que começou com uma rivalidade entre um deus e um mestre imortal, acabou tornando-se algo muito além disso. Algo tão complexo que nem mesmo as palavras do mais alto vocabulário poderiam descrever.

Feng Xin possuía em si uma lealdade que há muito fora esquecida por Shen Jiu, que era possessivo o suficiente para fincar suas garras no homem que há muito buscava alguém para cuidar.

E a dor de cotovelo é livre para todos os personagens de fundo.

[After discovering that his feelings for Mu Qing were not reciprocated, Feng Xin spent more and more time in the mortal realm.

At first, it was simply to forget the pain and the wave of self-loathing that consumed his mind. However, one beautiful sunny day, he met Shen Jiu.

What began as a rivalry between a god and an immortal master eventually became something far beyond that. Something so complex that not even the most sophisticated words could describe it.

Feng Xin harbored a loyalty that Shen Jiu had long forgotten, and he was possessive enough to sink his claws into the man who had long sought someone to care for.

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Xiaobai's body and spirit had finally recovered fully.  Her wounds had healed and her cultivation had come back. She had started practicing martial arts again and was very happy about it.

With Dijun himself  helping her, she didn’t need to worry. He would  push her just out of her comfort zone, every few days. Only when she got comfortable there he would challenge her further. He was a very good teacher. She was an equally dedicated  student.

Gungun would tag along with them all the time. He loved to watch his mom and dad practice. Dijun had made him a smaller wooden sword and every day his mom or dad would spend some time with him playing with it. He didn’t realize that while he thought they were playing, they were also teaching him many important skills. He was a happy and cheerful child.

Fengjiu had been making great progress on handling her duties as a monarch too. She set aside some time each day to go over various reports and work through them. Her father was delighted to see that for sure. She had also made several decisions to appoint capable citizens of Quinqui to take on more responsibilities around the kingdom. People were appreciative of her efforts. Overall things were settling well.

Dijun undertook several small trips back and forth to Sky Kingdom to handle his work. He was training Ye Quingti on different aspects of administration at Tai Chen palace. Fengjiu and Dijun had found that each time they would leave each other, they would be so anxious to meet again.

Tonight was just one of the nights when he had returned from Sky Kingdom. He had waited (im)patiently for Xiaobai to finish her day, to put Gungun to bed and to get to their room. As soon as she entered, he closed the door behind her and took her in his arms, kissing her all over hungrily. After her initial shyness, she kissed him right back. "Missed me?", he whispered in her ear, teasing her. She buried her face on his chest shyly and nodded. Very pleased with that, he let out a husky laugh, scooped her up in arms and took her to bed.

When Dijun woke up hours later, he realized they had not changed or tidied up the room or closed the windows. He chuckled softly. In the last several millions of years, Dijun had never felt this way about anyone else. He realized he was a completely different man now than before. This soft, frail little woman had melted his heart of rock. For someone who had been devoid of desires for centuries, she had become the one desire he could not give up on.

He waved his hand to fix the room and close windows. Then he pulled the quilt up on both of them and scooted closer to Fengjiu. Spooning her close to him, he closed his eyes.

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As usual, Fengjiu woke up at the first light of the day. She turned to face Dijun who was still sleeping soundly. She reveled in the moment, shyly admiring her handsome husband. Out of habit she started playing with his silver hair. That woke him up. “You are awake? It’s still early, don’t get up yet”, he murmured groggily and pulled her close. She could hear his steady, rhythmic heartbeat. That was the best sound in the entire universe for her. She closed her eyes and slept some more.

After a while Dijun got up and got ready. He sat at his desk half reading, half watching Xiaobai sleep. Her delicate features looked exquisite while sleeping. He recalled how warm and soft her skin had felt under him last night and was very much tempted to get back in bed with her. "Stop. Let her rest, Dong Hua. She has been working hard lately.", he reprimanded himself.

When Xiaobai finally woke up, the sun was up already.  When she stirred and opened her eyes, Dijun smiled at her. “Good morning, honey.” He teased. She made a face. She was still not comfortable hearing him say that endearment in broad daylight.

“Get ready, honey. I will fetch us breakfast and we can eat together. Would you like that? Honey?”, seeing her face, he continued to torment her. Frowning, she got up and came to him. She put her hand on his mouth to make him stop calling her that. He was only too glad. He grabbed on to her hand and started kissing each finger slowly, unhurriedly. She felt like her knees were about to melt.

“Mom, you are up! Why did you sleep for so long today?”, Gungun ran in bursting with questions. She snatched her hand back blushing all over. “I… Me.. We…”, Fengjiu fumbled for words. Meanwhile Dijun composed himself quickly, turned around and hugged Gungun. “I think you got too tired last night, didn’t you? Honey?” He asked her with a naughty smirk.

“Last night? But you put me to bed on time, why did you get tired? What did you do after?”, asked a confused Gungun. She turned a shade more pink at the mention of last night and was rendered speechless. First of all her brain had not fully woken up, then Dijun had turned it almost to a mush with his lingering finger-kisses and now this. All she could say was, “I don’t know how…”

Dijun, who was taking pleasure in her discomfort, finally decided to relent and came to her rescue. “Your mom has been working hard these past few days. She must have been tired and not realized it. Let’s go bring our breakfast here. Mom can get ready by then and we can all eat together.”, he said extending his hand to the boy. Together they went out.

“Phew”, she shook her head and sighed, watching their retreating figures.

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While they were eating and chit chatting, Dijun started a topic with all seriousness. “Xiaobai, I think we have lived in Quinqui long enough. Your parents have been kind enough to have us. Do you think we should go somewhere else for the next few months? We can go to Tai Chen palace or Bihai Cangling. I can arrange for messengers to deliver important messages about your work to you every day. What do you think?”

Xiaobai nodded and agreed, “I have been thinking about the same thing. Give me 4 weeks to arrange my current work and make sure there are things in place for Quinqui while we are away. After 4 weeks, let’s go to Bihai Cangling. Gungun hasn’t been there at all. He should know that’s his home too.”

“Sounds like a good plan, hon....”, Dijun smiled and stopped halfway through 'honey' as he saw her expression. Gungun looked up, utterly confused. But both his parents were serving him food and they looked very engrossed in eating.

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He closed his eyes, hugged her, and whispered in hoarseness: "What sweet thing would you like to hear?" She tried to suppress the sweet tang rising in her throat: "Say you like me." He rested his head on her shoulder. She felt her shoulder getting wet as she heard him whisper in her ear: "I love you." The dull pain in her chest slowly dissipated and gave rise to an airy feeling through her entire body. She stroked his silver hair and softly replied, "And I you."

Fengjiu is heartbroken, and when she comes back to Qingqiu, Zheyan is waiting for her at the door and he suddenly decides that he’s going to take her pulse. Just like that. She’s probably pregnant. Lol, I wouldn’t be surprised. Zhe Yan looks so serious haha. I knew it. She’s pregnant. I am sorry, but I can’t help but laugh. Like... I just can’t. Qhy would Zhe Yan suddenly decide to check if she’s pregnant and like at that exact moment? Maybe his sixth sense. Zhe Yan is like the most bad ass guy right after Donghua. Fengjiu is even more sad. Well, I would agree she doesn’t need a baby right now.

Maio Luo is free now and she entrust the demon clan to Nie Chuyin, plus increase his cultivation level as a little gift.

Chiwu gets to Bihai Cangling only to find that there is nobody but for Lian Song who’s also looking for Donghua and Fengjiu. Then Chonglin comes in a really bad state to take them to the Fanyin valleyr. When Chiwu hears that Xu Yang died, at first he wants to rush and kill Miao Luo, but then Lian Song convinces him not too, it reminds him of what Xu Yang told him about how sometimes strength resides in the ability to hold back on one’s sword. SEE HOW NICE HE WAS?

Chengyu comes to see Fengjiu and seeing how sad she is, she goes to look for Lian Song. He will know where Donghua is and why he didn’t come to his own wedding.

Donghua can’t find a way to seal the Miao Yi Yuan again and then realizes that nobody is protecting Fengjiu. Chiwu finally remembers that he didn’t go to see her. Then Donghua collapses coughing blood. Ji Heng’s poison is affecting him.

Fengjiu decided to leave for the mortal realm. Before going, she gives half of her cultivation to Ye Qingti and promises to come back when it’s time for him to ascend as an immortal.

Wait what? All of the Biyi Bird people that stayed died? Well, I knew they disappeared, but I didn’t think they really died... Xiangli Meng TT What is this drama? Why do they all die? What’s the point of all of this if no one is left alive? Jielv is now the queen of the clan and they want to help out to fight Miao Luo. Chiwu also offered that they live on his territory, but Jielv says that the demon world isn’t suitable for them, they should rather go to Qingqiu, which is where Xiangli Meng wanted the most to go. I’M HEARTBROKEN. Our Jielv is such a strong girl.

Omg. THAT GUNGUN IS SO CUTE! I don’t like the name though... What a weird name, I mean when I look at the meaning. This gun means to roll. It is also used to tell someone to get out ._____. Oh well. Anywyas, so cute. He feels lonely to be the only one with white hair. And he’s so cute “who’s Ahli?” Awww. Gungun fan here. The kids of the two fox princesses are too adorable. Riceball and Gungun <3

Lian Song goes to see Bai Zhen and Zhe Yan to learn about the whereabouts of Fengjiu, but bai Zhen really doesn’t know where she went, they are free to go wherever they want when they go for a mortal trial. Then Zhe Yan said that if Donghua really wants to see her, there’s a way.

Ye Qingti needs his ponytail back. Plus I am glad he doesn’t remember what happened between him and Fengjiu. I hope he doesn’t fall for her again. Enough of my babies getting hurt.

By the way, is it just me or... all the girls who liked Donghua become crazy evil ladies at some point while all the guys who liked Fengjiu all ended up being heroes except maybe for Cangyi? It would be nice to have for once a boy that desperate for the girl’s love. Oh wait, in Ashes of Love I guess it was like that hmmm. But still, most of the time, the girl’s love rivals, there’s always at least one crazy b.

Ok. That Gungun is just so smart. He knows Fengjiu uses the fact that they are immortals when she doesn’t want to explain. He asks her about his father, but she says she gave birth to him all alone.  This is so sad ):

Fengjiu receive notice it’s time for Ye Qingti to ascend. She leaves Gungun in the care of Xia Guchou because she doesn’t want others to know she and Donghua had a son.

Chiwu goes to fight Nie Chuyin and avenge Xu Yang. I’m still upset by the way. But then it seems Cuyin is stronger than Chiwu now... But Chiwu won’t give up. You better not die on me I swear. Oh well. Miao Luo kills Nie Chuyin because he became a little too greedy and was thinking about overruling her. Chiwu tells Miao Luo he knows about Donghua’s weakness. What the hell is happening? In don’t understand anymore? What is life? Where are we going? Who is that? Ahhhhh! Oh well. At least Chiwu is still alive.

And whaaaat? I caught up on the episodes? No? How is that even possible? I want to know what happens next? I want to see my Ye Qingti and I want more Gungun. I want Gungun and Ahli together. They would be the cutest. Now I want to watch again Eternal Love. And I have way too many shows to watch... Oh god.

- Who are you? - Emperor Lord Dong Hua. - You really are Emperor Lord Dong Hua? - Do I not look like that? - I once saw a painting of you. You really do not look like that.