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SEEING ALLISON AGAIN was the light at the end of the tunnel for Jackson. After all that had happened, it felt good to catch up and act like, well, nothing ever happened. Though he had missed a lot in Beacon Hills after he was |forced to go| moved to London, they barely talked about any of it. Allison mentioned how she wasn’t seeing McCall anymore and Jackson tried to ignore how his heart skipped a beat when she said that. 

Truth be told, he thought about Allison a lot. Both in London and BH. How she felt about him was never clear, but he knew that he genuinely liked her and at the very least wanted to be her friend. Looking at her now, it’s clear things have changed. They’re not the same people they were back then. Whether they were better or worse was up for debate. He liked to think he was better. The whole “dying and being resurrected” thing could do wonders for your ego and appreciation for life.

There were words he thought he’d never get to tell her, but now was his chance. Ah yes, the back alley of some random apartment was the best place, but now was as good as ever. Before they walked too far, got back to her place and he chicken out.

“Uh, Allison? I just...I always wanted to tell you that—”

“Alright! Put your hands where I can see them!”

Huh? Turning slowly, Jackson comes face to face with some chick wearing all black, pointing some kind of firearm at him. Seriously? Could he not catch a break? 

“Cute. Why don’t you—”

“Shut up!” She orders in a shrill voice. By the shaking of her hands, he can tell this is her first time. Aw. Pathetic. “You’ve got a lot of money on your head, so it’s better for you if you don’t talk.”

Okay, how the hell did that make sense? Whatever, this kid was hellbent on killing him, so time to teach her a lesson or two.

@femmefcrtex gets a starter for Willow

Little occult book stores like this were always hit or miss. Sometimes they had real information, proper useful books and an actual witch behind the counter, but normally they were just wanna-be new age weirdos. She still wasn’t sure which one this shop was quite yet, but the books... the books looked promising.

@femmefcrtex​ sent :  Oz and willow waking up after her first night //  Send me a scene that happened in canon and I’ll write in detail how my muse felt in it!

willow  moved  closer  to  him  ,  arm  wrapping  around  his  waist  .  he  felt  his  eyes  flickering  open  as  she  held  onto  him  .  a  peaceful  moment  that  enveloped  them  so  carefully  that  he  didn’t  care  .  he  DIDN’T  care  about  the  ascention  .  he  didn’t  care  about  graduating  .  he  didn’t  care  about  college  .  he  was  happy  .  he  was  with  willow  .  WILLOW  FREEZE  FRAME  .  when  he  kissed  her  .  she  kissed  him  .  it  wasn’t  anything  else  .  they  just  had  each  other  .  

oz  had  had  other  girlfriends  .  not  many  .  but  there  was  a  few  .  even  had  sex  with  them  too  .  with  willow  though  ,  willow  it  was  different  .  he  wasn’t  entirely  sure  how  to  pinpoint  it  .  like  ,  everytime  he  THOUGHT  about  her  ,  held  her  ,  touched  her  ,  was  with  her  ...  his  heart  felt  like  it  was  going  to  explode  out  of  his  chest  .  he  had  no  idea  that  a  person  could  feel  this  way  .  not  that  he  was  dismissive  of  love  ,  never  had  been  that  kind  of  person  .  but  he  had  never  felt  it  before  so  hadn’t  really  CONSIDERED  it  to  be  really  real  .  like  really  real  .  so  it  was  a  feeling  that  was  ...  

his  eyes  flickered  over  towards  her  .  willow  curled  around  him  ,  his  arm  around  her  shoulders  &&  stroking  her  hair  .  basking  in  love  &&  affection  for  each  other  .  she  was  trying  to  put  it  into  words  what  she  felt  &&  he  felt  himself  TUMBLING  further  in  love  with  her  .  his  beautiful  ,  smart  ,  bright  ,  kind  &&  good  willow  .  he  never  would  have  thought  he  could  feel  like  this  .  the  only  time  it  came  close  to  an  intense  feeling  ...  was  when  ...  but  that  was  a  bad  feeling  .  this  was  a  GOOD  feeling  .  &&  one  that  he  wanted  to  lay  in  .  

his  eyebrow  raised  slightly  as  she  brought  up  him  doing  it  before  .  not  stopping  his  fingers  carding  through  her  hair  in  gentle  tenderness  .  swallowing  as  to  clear  his  throat  ,  oz  spoke  in  soft  tones  ,  KNOWING  how  she  felt  .  things  were  different  now  .  he  had  never  felt  closer  to  her  than  he  did  in  this  moment  .  it  wasn’t  just  being  intimate  .  physical  intimacy  was  not  something  to  base  a  relationship  off  of  .  but  ,  oz  felt  finally  that  someone  just  ...  someone  just  GOT  him  .  didn’t  mind  the  not  talking  ,  took  care  of  that  wolf  side  of  him  .  that  wanted  to  listen  to  his  music  &&  wanted  to  hear  his  opinion  .  

the  intimacy  was  ..  incredible  .  he  felt  truly  safe  with  her  .  

@femmefcrtex​ sent :  ✒️