Sometimes, I wish this sadness had a reason I find myself desperately looking, Through broken hearts, broken bones, deceptions… Looking for something that would justify Why am I in a verge of tears?

Anything that would give this pain some palpable reason. I look for the cause in the past, Sometimes I look for it in the future too, Surely something will happen.

I need to give it reason, To justify… To explain what this is Anything to give it: A shape, A colour, A name, A place.