here's to the people who let me down
I just really want to Say, I am doing everything I can, Yet it's still not Good enough. I'm not even Close to enough. I just feel really really really tired, And i don't want to Be reminded of that everyday. I always say i'd do anything And still i'm never the one. And it really gives me a deep Pain in my heart And Everything just hurts. To remember everything is Both a blessing and tragedy. Do you ever feel like just Swallowing all your feelings Knowing you could Never get the happiness you deserve. Some days are better, the days with friends and family They have no idea how Painful this is. Some of you act like You know me, Well guess what? You don't. Because if you do? You Would never talk me out Of something you just heard, You never should've Asked if you really knew me. That i would not do Such a thing. It really breaks My heart that some Of you do that. I guess what i expect is that you Would just say "i know her. She's not Going to do that without A reason. I know she can work it out. Just trust her." Because that is the Sound of a person who Knows you. Who Would know what you're Capable of. What You can and can't do. I guess i just really take Things too seriously, It's just so hard Not to care, About all of you Because the ones who Let me down are the Ones who i love The most. Now i promise all Of you this, I will never again fall for any traps.
