#feelingforgotten

When You Feel Forgotten, Jesus Still Knows Your Name.

My Dad Used To Forget Me

When I was a little kid, my dad would sometimes to pick me up on Sundays, which was the day he was supposed to see me according to court papers.  Back then I was one of a handful of kids in my school whose parents were divorced and we’d sort of cluster together. It was Bedford, New Hampshire, and there was this massive influx of McMansions filled with parents where there were two parents and…

28/01/14

im feeling forgotten and i dont like the feeling.

my girls - their forgetting me, i can feel it. they have gradually stopped contacting me, they dont check in to see how i am anymore, they dont ask to hangout nomore. its like theyve just kindve given up on me. i cant shake the feeling.

but why?

i need my girls the most, i need them to wana be there for me again. i wana be there for them again. i dont know where the connection was lost, or perhaps i do know, but the fact is i can feel myself being forgotten and i need my girls back. i message them and they either send a generic, emotionless reply or just none at all. and i dont know which one is worse anymore.

im going crazy inside, too many things on my mind.

and all i want are my girls - i just want them back. i need to vent, to listen, to get out, to hangout, to catch up. i just need to be.

and the less they reply, the more lonely i feel. the more stuck i feel within my feelings, the less i feel as part of a network, a social network within my girls and i.