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hxh brainrot has not died down at all and i wanna TALK about it but i feel like nobody would really listen so instead i record all my thoughts to get them out. i also write down how i feel and post it on the internet like this instead of sending it to someone because i hate the thought that im being needy. it’s embarrassing and i feel sad that nobody really cares enough about me to text first? is it selfish to be wanted? to feel important to someone? now im just being depressing, and im trying not to be sad all the time. someone please just want to talk to me. but also dont because im tired and always anxious. thats why im having a harder time texting first because i have the urge to talk but not enough energy to instigate. ok thoughts r over now brain empty