#feelinfs

me: *roleplays to cope*

“You are not missed” remnant-thoughts

 I’m literally writing this post pretty much as an update to what's been going on in my life. 2020 has been one of the wildest most chaotic years of my life and I really feel like we should get a do-over. 25 was supposed to be a year of traveling and spending as much time as possible learning about myself and the things that made me happy. I mean I'm halfway to 50 and right now it's feeling like I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life, My relationship or should I use the word “ Entanglement” for a better description of what it is, I'm starting to realize I may be the problem... as I'm typing I can hear the men in my life all simultaneously agreeing.   But since my epiphany, I've been working on my trust issues and ill admit its been a lot harder than I initially anticipated, Who knew in order to have someone love you back, you have to be emotionally available, venerable&   communicate my needs and wants.....  Yeah it sounds so easy on “paper “

im p sure ive fallen in love with Aphrodite reborn.............