#febs

Infastidita perché non si vedeva la maglietta della federazione delle società europee di biochimica.

Sì, l'ho vinta ad un congresso.

Violyn completed! Lyn playing solo Id (Sorrow) with Florina off screen crying at how beautiful it is

Anyone else only use the pretty characters? Lol sorry Wallace

“You look like you’re gonna walk away as soon as I move out of eye sight. Don’t do it.” she said. He worked to keep the shocked look off his face. Maybe she was one of those mind readers? He held up his hands, showing that he would actually listen to her. The muscles in his legs were wired, ready to run away. He clenched his fists to distract himself. Mika walked backwards into her apartment, keeping her eye on him. She moved around the door, but jumped back into view, checking to see if he was still there. He willed every muscle in his body not to move. She gave him a look that would have been comical if he wasn’t having a small internal crisis, ducking back into her apartment. He stood in the exact same spot, fighting every urge to run. If he let any part of him move, he wasn’t sure he would be able to stop himself from escaping.

This part was SO MUCH FUN to write. This was when I really started to find Bucky’s voice and figure out exactly how I wanted to portray him in this story. I also really loved the opportunity to explain his reactions to everything. Cause going to breakfast with his neighbor isn’t exactly a Winter Soldier thing to do - but it is a Bucky thing to do. And this is the first time he gets to really and truly say “fuck it” to all those years of torture and training and brainwashing and actually do something that he wants to do, even if he’s running in blind with no extraction plan and has hella anxiety about the whole situation.

It’s also super fun to see Mika through his eyes. Chapters focusing on her point of view are a little lighter, a little less nuanced. But he sees how observant and intuitive and smart she is, which isn’t really obvious in her own mind. Even if it’s exhausting to write, I love having him battle himself with every little thing, even moments that she barely even registers cause they’re so normal to her. It’s fun to put the two views next to each other, to see Mika thinking that she’s just making a friend and Bucky trying to navigate interaction with like, an actual human being.

LegzCrew.